;Seriously. My ear is fking pain;

Yo! Back. Agreed jiaqi to join CO ler
Going this friday. XD
Think wont break the promise barh.
OMg. Today got back alot result.
I donno that i passed.
eng 25/50
Math 21/30 , 27/50
Mt 23/30
Lit 19/50.. -.-
Only for lit. Didnt study. thats why. ><
Damn tired. Wanna slp. No mood just now
Becuz i go open that song.
Seriously. I hate ppl lie to me without any reason.
And he. ><
Feel like slping soon.
I MISS THEM! XD

;You're all that i need;

So tired. Came blogging becuz i wanna put a video up
OKay. Thts a stupid and lame video HAHA
Created by my er zi ar.
Just realized he got so much tian fen in it
HAHA. Im just kidding!

A video about. Maple? -.-
If don understand nvm. Cuz even me also don understand some of it. [:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaP9RrNFAeQ

;Th girl is stupid
Because She is stupid;

Wah. Woke up at 7.20. Damn tired lurhs.
Reach home at 12. Bath. On9. PLay
Go out. -.- Meet jiaqi at 2 sia. And she reach at 2.30!
HAHA. Finally i realised. IM NOT THE CHI DAO WANG LOR
IS HER! XD
But. Abit dulan laas.
Nvm. I will wait for someone i hope even it takes forever. ><
Went katong play audi
Long time nv play ler
den got 190 de song lor
So fast. Man qiang got a 250k.-.-
I think not bad ler lurhs. HAHA
den play o2jam.
Jiaqi bully sia. lvl 15 vs lvl 1. ><
Went pp after that. Nothing to do anyway.
To ecp ltr. OMG
I was like. Refreshing my memories ><
The sea so beautiful. Just like th night
Chermaine jiaqi went home.
Went cathay wif peifen to take her phone.
During the bus journey. She keep telling me abt ghost stories. Abt brd
WTF sia. So scary laas. Somemore so dark liao
And i wanna go toilet.. -.-
And.. Talk talk talk.
Guessed what? We missed our bus stop. -.-
Alighted at nxt stop. I chiong to the toilet sia.
-.- I think my blog is getting boring and boring
Took her phone. OFF TO PS.
den went home.

;I couldn't be th best frenz you hope too
I'm just useless;

After sch went to cathay watch Ps i love you
Okay. Nearly cried bt i didnt.
But yasmin cried. hahas.
The ticket so cheap sia. $6 only. ><
During movie. Peifen slept. -.-
Den wehn we left the cinema. She found out her phone lost. lols!
SO suay sia.

Actually I think im just a useless person
I couldnt do anything when you in hospital
I didnt know that. I not worth your tears.
Im sry. Im sry that i nt there when you need most
Im sry that I didnt call back even though i have the time
Im sorry. I didnt forget you at all.
I always rmb you in my heart
I seriously miss you suan-ing me.
Without you. My life seems so. Unlively.
I try to go back to see you all.
I really damn sad when you don wan me to know that truth.
I hate you for not telling me
Do i really mean alot to you both..

;I could not be th girl you wanted;

Back. Don feel like going sch today
But still go sia.
Finally my photoshop is back!
Without it i nearly die. XP
Lesson was boring.
Nothing to do.
Tmr lit test. OMG?
Gonna fail. Haven study.
So many homework haven do
Since i came broadrick.
My standard dropped alot
Izzit i slack alot?
Or the paper diffcult? ><
But i don think so laas.
Tired~~
Chermaine: What is your wish? I'll grant you (if i not wrong)
Me: My wish is. To have 3 more wishes.
Chermaine: Okay! Your first wish is?
Me: My first wish is. To have another 3 more wishes.
Chemmaine: You no wishes liao. Bye. ><

Okay. Actually my wish.
Is something very simple.
Lols. Don wan say liao
Ltr i cry. T.T
Oh ya. Tmr is siti birthday
Chermaine asked me bring G string for her. ><
I DIDNT WEAR OKAY? -.-
STop here. Bye.

I seriously hate cheaters like you
Cuz. I love you too much.

Don feel like doing anything. Wanna give up so much. Or maybe. Im Just using him as a excuse? Why i keep imagine about all this? Why everytime i in good mood. And you will appeared. Damn irritating.. I hate you.!

;Will you ever know what im feeling
I doubt so;

Argh. damn tired sia
Math test damn hard laas. SURE FAIL. T.T
Sian. Ben lai after sch going for SS test.
But the fking johara go consficate my ans sheet
How am i suppose to copy?
>< Skipped the test and dnt.
Damn tired. Go eat first. Bye.

;She is barely hanging on but she knows
She cant let go;



Today nearly late sia
Lucky nv sia. first lesson jiu chinese compo
I wrote about frenz in yishun.
Anyway. The question is. A choice u nv regret
And i wrote. I nv regret knwing them. [:
See! I miss them lots. Even compo also write them. ><
Got back my His test. 8/13
Guessed why i passed? Copy laas.
Only i copy only. The rest cannot copy. HAHAS. -.-
After sch. Stay back awhile.
Okay. Chermaine was disgusting. Becuz of sth.
Say ler ltr she kill me. ><
Went home after that.. So tired. Bye.

Is a lonely night that day
It ended silently without any tears.
When the tears dried up after time
She found out what is the reason
And whats he thinking.
She realized how dumb she was

;I forgot the smile i used to have;

Today late again.
I think. Is the 6 times since jan? -.-
CANNOT LATE LER LAAS JIAQI!
WAKE UP EARLY MARH. Miss call you also nv wake up. hahas
After running jiu english test
Is like. So tired n no mood do
My handwriting damn ugly. -.-
Sure fail de. sian
Today. Alot cher bo mood sia.
Suddenly today all siao de.
Anyhow scold.. Hate ms fud sia.
So sexist for what. Like 20yrs nv talk to boys liddat.
Somemore. Suan ppl until liddat.
After sch. Math test. Normal laas.
But last question nv do sia! 4 marks leh!
Nvm laas. I veyr generous de. 4 marks nothing! ><
Went to leisure park. Nothing to walk sia
Go eat pastamania.. Fk sia. Shouldnt have put the whole bottle of cheese.
DAMN DISGUSTING Hmm. Went home after that.
And saw someone i shouldnt see.
I don wan see him laas. I WAN SEE ASKA. XP
HAHAS. JIAQI DON JEALOUS! ;P

;Today will be the last day
I think about you.;

Well. 17/02/08
I.. felt so nothing today.
No one there to console me.
No one there to. Share wif me.
I feel like telling everybody how i feel.
I wan to sing to you again.
I wan to listen that song again.
Nvm.. Bought a cake for myself.
Stupid idiot..
My bro wanna eat my cake. den i Shout at him.
Why am i liddat?
Is like. everything i do. Will remind of him
Eat ice, shake leg, day dreaming, singing.
Thats what he do. And thats what i do too.
Im sorry.. i cant do anything now.
but to think of you today the whole day.
Tmr is my test. i don wanna affect it.
I cant do my d&t. Cuz. It remind of you again.
Why everything i do. Connect to you?
Haiz. nvm.

Ytd. Went to peifen's house. I was being totured by her siblings
Asked me carry back. But her sister damn cute
I hope. to have sister like her.
Mushroom head. -.-
Took alot video of her. will update another.
And her dog. Like me so much sia.
Keep lick me and followed me.
Too bad. Im dog killer.?
And her sibling tot my name is jiaqi.
den her bro was like
"Jiaqi jiaqi jiaqi"
den keep tapping my shoulder.
Jiaqi kept on laughing laas. IDIOT! jkjk.
Went to sheng song after that.
first time go media corp.
Took 31 home. damn emo.
And i cried? -.- All becuz that song. "Shou fang kai"
Peifen tot i slping.. -.-


I knw is impossible.
I knw. You are not serious.
i knw im stupid.
I hate you. But i love you.
IS meaningless now.
Is 1 month today.
I will be at shopping centre wif you.
I will be at library wif you.
I will be buying something for you.
And is all gone. Anyway. bye. take care..
Hope you will be happy.


PS. I cannot use phone or msg for 10 days. Until 27feb.
My msg burst ler.

;I don wan it to fade
I'm afraid losing.;

Hais. damn tired.
Woke up at 7.20
And i tot today is friday.
AND I GONNA BE LATE? WTF
Hais. den like fking blur sia.
Went out at 7.50am.
Found out i forgot bring my ez link.
Although i tong coins.
They wan to check ez link sia.
Unlike the times i in yishun
I still.. Rmb yishun.
Walk back home. LIFT SPOILT?
And i forgot bring keys.
Call my dad wake up.
Den i was supposed to reach at 8. BUt i rech at 8.30
Damn sway.. Ltr going to plaza sing
Watch the one millon star
Donno if i should join anot. I WAN. But afraid.
den going Media corp ltr.
Hais. nothing to post ler.
I hope he will be fine.

;I will let you go
Or even maybe let myself go?;


Damn freaking tired.
Ytd Valentine day. Damn sian laas
Need go home do D&T..
But also no date laas.
Today damn sway sia
MUST TAKE ALL BKS HOME?
damn tired. TIRED laas.
Took taxi home today. bo bian laas.
Waste money..
Today.. Really no mood.
Maybe i shouldnt care.
Why am i thinking so much sia.
I confused abt tmr sia
Donno if i should enter the compeition. i SHY sia.
hais. HAIS. hais.
Really damn tired this few days.
Donno what i'm blogging. NVM..

;When i woke up
I found you were already gone;

YOYO! Today damn boring sia.
Morning had PE.
They forced me sing "under my umbrella ella ella"
SO BAD.. dare me sing.
Had my history test.
Wah. Nearly tio caught frm cheating.
I put my answer sheet between my foolscap.
Den suddenly my cher wanna check my fohscolscap.
WTF. I don wan let her check den i walk back to my seat and took my english bk.
Damn sian laas. Lucky nv tio caught.
After sch had my chem test
Den go Eat chicken rice. DAMN EXPENSIVE sia
Went bus stop wif MISS KARMAN
HAHAS. Then some1 asked us where is the police station
OMG? She tot our sch is the police station
Den She said " Where is the police station? I wan see police"
HAHAS. Reach home at 3+ Bath then i go slp
i THINK I GOING SLP AGAIN SOON.
TIRED!!!

;The ink faded.
Just like how we fade;


BACKBACKBACK!
Sian. So many days nv go sch.
den today LATE again.
And. Got alot homework sia.
All pass up cept me. SIAN

Okay. Today. Jiaqi told me abt the edison de naked photo sia
WTF! She so bian tai laas. HAHAS
Keep tell me what is the pic abt.
Den show me how big sia.
den i ran toward karman. And told her how BIG it is.. -.-

After sch. Went to digged out the wishes i buried.
Is like. Fking hot.
And..After i digged out. My paper was a blank paper
The ink faded.. Hais. No wonder.
My wish didnt come true and..
And stupid karman said..
"See! Your faded thats why is over. Mine didnt faded. And mine is unbreakable."
PUI laas! HAHAS.. But. Maybe really.

THURSDAY COMING!
And i got nothing to do.
Omg. I not gonna to pangseh you all de. XD

;Dear god
As if money can buy love;



HEY HEY HEY!
New year was boring sia.
First day went to bin hai chen wif cousins.
Wtf. My shoes damn pain laas
Like idiot walking liddat.
But got ppl pei wo sia.
My other 4 cousin also leg pain.

Ytd went out with yishun frenz.
Almost all shp closed. DAMN SIAN laas.
Cuz wanna buy something. den CLOSED..
Hais. Went to find him ytd.
Hmm. Don wish to say here.
But. I will continue de. [:
Reach hm at 10+
den play poker wif my cousins.
l0ls. Won $20. IM THE WINNER !
And i found out. God took him away and gave me back something else
And that is money?
Is like. Used $20 to buy him? o.O
I don wan sia.. I rather don wan all my money?
MONEY CANT BUY LOVE! -.-
Enough of my rubbish. BYE?

;希望能拥有和你多一秒的时间。。。
多一秒来拥抱我;




Hais. Today nv go sch again
Wtf. Miss so many lesson n test ler.
I have miss 50lesson since sch start. Hais
So lost today.. Feel like missing something inside me
But i donno what is it.. Who can tell me?
Hais.. Tmr new yr eve ler.
Why so fast. I haven buy finish my clothes.
I really lack of something. hais


Can tell me what you thinking?
Im like an idiot. A dumbass.
Waiting for something that not going to happen.
I want to go out with you again.
I wan to talk to you again
Why am i the one who always sad
I hope you can listen to me..
Maybe.. We are not meant to be? Idk.

Change my blog song ler
This如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

;Live every second like it was my last one;




Hais. Today nv go sch again .
Damn sick lor.
New year coming. Den keep sick.
Ytd terrible day for me.
Damn cold n hot. 3 blanket also very cold.
Wtf. Running nose. I DON HAVE TISSUE
WHO CAN PROVIDE ME? -.-
Went to see doctor just now.
See doctor still need to wait 45 mins.
Very sian. Went to eat porridge ALONE
ALONE LEH! Damn cham laas.
Hais. Terrible day
Somemore tmr cannot PE
Wat i do during the 1hr?!?!?!
Hais. Really very sian
Keep ah--choo.
SOmebody missing me or cursing me? o.O


Hais.. i cant describe the feeling now
Im so.. Am i in wrong?
It is not the samne as be4 ler.
Even though he forgive me?

;I feel like a idiot sometimes.
Waiting something tht not going to happen;




Really feel like a idiot sia.
Donno sad for wat
I should be happy right?
So SOMEONE make me happy pls?
Or make me busy? -.-
By looking the picture i put above?
As a literature student
I MUST CONTROL MY FEELING. dumbass.
But. i cant... -.-
New year coming. And valentine coming
Feel like buying something for him
But scared he don like sia.

Let me blog about a frenz.
He is a gd frenz of mine.
He love to irritated ppl.
And especially a girl arh
Cuz he love her damn much.
He always asked me for advice.
And really irritated.
SURELY TALK TO ME de. -.-
kkays. Enough? (he asked me blog de)