Cant open my eyes this morning. Tired.. Sick of everything Im so confused.. Really damn.. Hais Everything i did was not enough. Cry becuz i work hard in this relationship. And all i did was useless? Hais. Thanks for those who ask me cheer up.
Saturday, March 29, 2008 ♥
I knew it will be over one soon Although its hurt. But. I will get over it Imsatisfied.. I tried. But im not perfect Maybe. We shouldnt be together. Yea. Is a accident after all It ended so fast. I hate today. I really fucking hate today. Sucks. I shouldnt have go out wif him. I should go out with frenz. Den he wont left. And i can see aska yang And i wont cry like idiot I wan see askaalot. but becuz of you, i didnt Cant you see u mean alot to me? Every msg you send i treat it as bao I kept every msg you send me since jan. Im foolish. After you left. Cried alot. Thinking you every moment Hurts.. Is over.. I'm not a good gf I donno how to express myself. Thus. You left. I love you. But meaningless now TAKE CARE..
Not believing in love anymore. It sucks I don wan get hurt again. I don wan to cry anymore Don think i can slp tonight. Don wish to chat. Im tired. Sick of love. I wanna a last long relationship. But there's no. The happiest moment of love make life worthwhile. 把爱剪碎了随风吹向大海. 越伤得深,越明白爱要放得开. 是我不该,怎么我会眷著你眷成依赖, 让浓情在转眼间变成了伤害. I wanna go ecp.. Don wanna blog ler. Super no mood. Thanks for JH for accompany me Thanks for andy for cheering me. I love you.. Thanks for the everything. Although. It is short.
TAGS REPLY RHONGPENG: RELINKED.I miss you too. [; KARMAN: i try to be happy. LOves too. GEOK: glad you can liddat think. Stay happy ENDONNA: Now you more zilianliaosia.
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Hais. So fking sad now. I don mean that. If u wan liddat think. Hais. den nvm barh I wan go out wif u. but i don wan tired urself Wanted u to slp more. Don wan u to wake up early to pei wo watch aska yang Can even don see him becuz of you You don understand at all. I tell you now. I need you badly. I nv wanna to leave you But u tot i don care. ILY
Friday, March 28, 2008 ♥
;Maybe. It was an accident;
TIRED! Not alot ppl on9~ I mean brd de. XD Went to watch the orphanage after sch OMG. The cinema only four ppl. lols Chermaine n me bring maggie mee inside. Show quite okay. Not very scary. But. Screamed alot too. I tot i can save $10+ this wk. BUT Spend all. ><> Found out. I watch alot movie this year sia Let me count. Erm. 15? Lols. KIDDING 10 i think. Went bugis wif chermaine after movie She went to meet someone... For her ELMO TEE. Actually. Was $7. but she end up paying $10. KNOW WHY? Guessed urself! XD Went crazy with her in library. Wanna laugh. But cannot laugh out loud. Lols. Nth say sia. BYE.!
You are bursting my mind.
Thursday, March 27, 2008 ♥
;I don mean it;
Okay. School was fun today Alot laughter. XD Morning got math Went up to ms lee She said "Shengmin ar. Come sch hor, Actually ur math not bad. So must attend my lesson ar" "Ya ya." Keep tou xiao. "If u don wan come sch. Also must pick those days that don have math lesson marh" LOLS. I was so paiseh sia.. After recess eng trailer. So damn stupid sia. Then ahmad PANTS TORE. Hahas. After that. Was phy. Johara asked us to go sci lab But. None of us go. When she came back. All act slping sia.. Chem cher let us off early barh First time like cher so much sia. lols After sch. Went to take 31 home first Suddenly i saw one guy so familiar sia. I see see see Saw ivan(cousin) sia. HAHA Didnt expect to see him at my sch there. Lols. His frenz alot sia Like occupy 2/5 of bus. Maybe? Almost become pancake When he saw me. He damn shocked sia. Like HUH? WHY U HERE? Went home. Bathe. And go brd meet pf. Suddenly rain so big sia. Make my hair so flat.. Arghh.. Wait for k's cab. So long. Went dian's house. Do project. K the main actress leh! HAHA. I act ghost sia. Pf put alot powder on my face. Dian also act as ghost. Damn scary sia. Took alot funny shots. hahas Edit.. And went home. TIRED TIRED.
I wanna care for you. But i simply donno how. Im really afraid. Im just a lousy gf. Im sorry. I want to do. Everything you wan hope Maybe. I nelgected you too much. And. You think i don care about you Im sorry. Give me a day will you? I prove it.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ♥
NOw 4+ only. See i so guai go home. lols Today did nth.. Slack alot today Ate alot rubbish today OMG. Getting fatter and fatter each day. >< Today.. I hope already everything solved. But to me. Haven sia
Hais. Miss him like _|_ Seems so strange.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 ♥
;DON CARE THEN;
I learned what mistrust today Maybe leaving is better for me So stupid of me.. Whats the point if i put back Is meaningless. I tried to be a better friend I tried everything But. Everything is beyond i can do. I wanna. Transfer back And forget everything I still need them more. No one here try or even think to understand me Im happy that they still miss me But. even i gone. No one will i guessed? Maybe. becuz i was only here for 3 month? I need a better me. To be best for everything except friendship and love Cuz. I will nv be. Im wrong. Im stupid. I know what mistrust. I donno who to trust. What trust exactly means? Everyone doesnt seems to care. Even him Im still alone by myself. When everyone thinks.. My frenz still there when i need most Disappointed in everything I hate everything. I given up today.
期待你的爱,可是...
Monday, March 24, 2008 ♥
Im a super guai kia today First lesson was chem And i try to pay attention Well. I can say. Im clever. LOLS Jk. But i know what the chapter about ler Just 1hr. lols. Happened alot things today Felt so bad. SO went home early. Wanna to blog. But bro use com 4+ sleep until 7 sia. Now damn awake. SIAN Don feel like going sch tmr. Wrote everything on the p.blog. SIAN
FK THE WORLD UP.
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I FREAKING HATE MY HAIR
MAKE ME SO PISSED OFF.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 ♥
;Way back into love;
Sian sia.. At home today again Wanna go out sia. My sis damn stupid sia Keep say me. She say her phone bill very cheap only Obviously zai suan wo
Maybe. We should have a talk I really wan leave. And become a loner. Don wish to care anymore.. So easy tio bs. Say me selfish also can barh. Hais.
Saturday, March 22, 2008 ♥
;如果爱情不能到老你也应该给我一秒 One second to forget;
Been slping the whole day So shiok. Raining marh Also been thinking the whole day. Maybe i should also. Forgive and forget Just like what jq say. Or. Just leave. And become a loner.? lols At home 2 days ler. DAMN SIAN LAAS Sorry amanda.. From last yr. You jiu keep asking me to go out. But i not free.. Today she like angry with me sia. Cuz keep reject her. >< Sian. 4month+ never go out with them ler
Hais.. Exams coming. Heard that after speech day. WTF so fast? I haven study sia Just now. Wanna do my math hw and study chem Math like. So confused. And i went slp. >< Woke up.. My mum fry Meat ball. So salty sia.. Nearly puke. ><
I MISS HIM
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Wanna find some pics for blogskin. But cant find any. Found some very cute pics. XD
Friday, March 21, 2008 ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GONG! XD
JUst went for my ah gong birthday. LOLS.. Cayden so cute sia. hahas Eat durian.. Eat cake. Came to post pics. [;
MY THREE COUSINS. XD Just put for fun. >< Greedy sia. Cayden and ah gong
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Erm. Sometimes friends really sucks Always thought friends always the one beside u But. Maybe i was wrong. Shouldnt have trust alot ppl too much. Maybe alone is the best No1 interfere your life. No1 backstab you I know im not a gd friend. But im trying very hard to be one I don wan to be the middle person. Everyone is such a gd actress. Very gd sia Maybe. I shouldnt trust frenz too much. I think. I gonna change. To someone i donno. Life cruel. Frenz sucks. Fuck life.
Thursday, March 20, 2008 ♥
CAme to blog again. Damn awake. Cuz just now slept for 2hr+ Pf call woke me up. >< Don really feel very good now Not in good mood. Lazy go tmr. Hais.. Wan to go IP play sia Donno why. ><
Although.. His msg means nothing to others But to me. It means alot alot. Very foolish sia. Alot to say. but donno how to write BYE.
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;Gone crazy over you Don leave me again;
School was fine today i think? SI JIAQI! Never go sch. Today sch so relax den don wan come. HAHA Found out alot things today again. >< LOLS. Today forgot bring money go sch. QUITE BUDGET TODAY. Maybe. I everyday don bring money. Then i can SAVE LOTS OF LOST OF MONEY! XD Tmr donno whether going sun tanning Very lazy. Somemore. He haven ans me sia. Waiting. >< Ohya. Today morning damn fking happy sia. Cuz. HAHA. SECRET!
It seems so long Even though its only just one day.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 ♥
BITCH! Trust you so much. But yet. You betrayed me? Fking ass. I wondered how many people you betray. Such a stupid girl. Who like to shout for nth. To attract guys ar? I TELL YOU. NOBODY LIKE YOU DON ACT LIKE A BITCH CAN? I no longer trust you sia. Cant believe that. Sucks sia. Act ass. What a gd actress are you Go lar.. Go lar. DOn wanna see you sia Donkey hair. Such a bitch..
Okay. Nothing happened actually. But realised alot things Shouldnt trust people so much Today.. Didnt stick to my budget again.. ><
Just created a P blog. Only for him to see. [; I wondered if he read it. I hope so laas. I really hope. Is forever. <3
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ♥
;You don't have to change a thing You are perfect in my eyes;
TODAY lESSON WAS BORING. Super sian. Don like eng n math Pon history. Forgot who say got cher will come in check At toilet slack. I was looking outide through the door Suddenly. I saw a flower walking towards the toilet. HAHA Do u think student wear flower clothes ? Damn stupid sia. I ran inside the toilet and hide. Anyway. She didnt come in to check, But just to use the toilet Somemore she my history cher sia. After sch went roxy square cut hair. The uncle cut damn slow sia.. Went to playground & repeat my blogsong over and over again I wish. I could do sth for him. IMH
But.. Im sorry im not a gd gf.
Monday, March 17, 2008 ♥
;Nothing gonna change my love for you;
Changed my blog song. IN love with it. THANKS PEIFEN! [; Went ecp today. SO fun! Today ben lai want budget de. Ended up. Spending all my money. >< Eat alot things today. Also happened alot of things Went ecp. Play catching, water, sand. Then when jq n me sitting at the sand. Three guys came and they sat on the rock I heard them. "Give me one more laas!" Jq asked me see.. And she said. "Wah. They so gay sia use newspaper." OMG GAY~~ When we about to leave. They came back Keep following us sia. I afraid the thing repeat again I walk damn fast.. Hahas. Jq also scared.. Walk a big round to make them lost us. Went mac buy drinks. Went back there again. Gang hao low tide. Jiaqi n me dig a hole near the sea Damn deep. JQ FELL IN! HAHA.. Catch fish after that. >< Childish sia. BUT FUN! I caught a crab! See!!! I so pro. XD Anyway. Is a baby crab. >< Put it inside the bottle. And to IP Play o2jam. And he came >< Didnt know he will come. He after sch jiu go IP liao. lols Play audi. Dulan sia. Keep missed. Long time nv play ler. Meanwhile. Wanna play with the crab. But found out... It died? >< Si until very er xin sia. Meet pf. Went pp the bb rm OMG. The room. Filled with our drawing. >< SIAO liao. I even decorate the ceiling. But not tall enough. Wrote 3 word. GAVEUP. I hope.. One day. HE will see what i wrote. Went home after that. END!
Sorry that i broke my promise. Didnt mean that. But. I didnt regret. I had a fun day today. [;
I wish we can be like past See forever in your eyes again <3
THE HOLE! XD
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Sunday, March 16, 2008 ♥
Im in love with jay chou! Ytd watch the kungfu dunk. OMG! He so. Cool. >< Now watching again. XD I wonder why the ah long movie will win kungfu and cj7 SO sian. Wish i can go out everyday.
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SORRY.. I didnt mean it.
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;I'm serious;
Today went ecp wif jq and pf. damn fun sia. So sad that chermaine didnt come. HAHA Went to peifen house wait for jq. Then play wif her dog I accidentally kicked the dog sia. SO sorry HE keep on chasing me. Den i keep on running. Suddenly i stopped. Den kicked dao him. Zzz Pf bro took my phone and video.. Damn funny laas Her sister so cute. Keep on asking me tons of tons of question. XD Went to bus stop wif pf. Her shoes spoilt. SUAY Standing under the HOT HOT sun. Waiting for her maid to come Went ecp..Play water, play sand. And sat on the rock. When coming down the rock. My bro called me. So stupid of me to press "ANS" And i fell down. >< So damn pain laas. Shout until very loud. Stupid sia Den frenz came. Lucky i fell b4 they came >< They play dog n bone. I can only watch! >< Went pp. Eat. PLay. Slack. At stege so fun sia. Lazy say sia. Wait for bus. And when the bus came. Jq was standing beside me And behind us was 2 guys They guy suddenly say. "WTF" Jq n me turned behind and looked at him His friend like. "eh eh, you say very loud leh" Jq told me about the ticket thing I laughed until very loud sia. HAHAHA. >< I think im crazy today. lols Nvm.. My dad fetched me frm the bus stop Cuz. Sth happened. XD
I wont forget today. <3
Friday, March 14, 2008 ♥
;I'm afraid of today;
9am+ only. Damn sian lAter going school. DOn wish to. Jiaqi say she will be waiting at my bus stop. >< Forced me go sia. Hahas Anyway. Changed my blog song. The song came from a anime movie called "spirited away" For those who watch liao. Good for you For those haven. GO WATCH NOW LAAS. No regret de Go youtube watch. This is the only anime show that make me cry Hahas. Anyway. Is 2007/2006 de thing liao. The another song also very nice. "Always with me" I wanna find only the music. But cant find. Only have the music and the singer. Hais. ARE u listening to the song now? Nice right? XD SAY YES BYE! [;
Today will be the day. That decide the fate of mine the rest of the year
Thursday, March 13, 2008 ♥
;I want walk wif you in the beach;
Damn tired sia. Today go out walk. So diu lian Today also had a very strange dream sia. Thats not going to happen.. Zzz I only told huining. OMG So honoured sia.. Then she keep laughing at me sia Now chatting on phone with her. HAHA Actually going out wif keli they all But i cancelled it. SO SORRY. SO tired. ltr go cut hair. Hais. DOn feel like chatting this few days Lazy see handphone. Lazy go on9. Go on9 sure flood by frenz Den i need tel them brb. Hais. So paiseh.. Don think on9 this few days barh. If i bored de hua den i go chat..
Hais. Maybe. I should go ytd REGRET. ><
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 ♥
Came blogging again. Felt so fking sad Wanna... Becuz of the spirited away song.
Go see. Saw this comment. "It's kinda stupid but I'm seriously in tears, I would do anything to be able to play something this beautiful. It's.. well it's something I wish I could say in words, but it just can't be said in words. It's a story to be told to someone through music, and I want to tell this story to my girl. "
I also wanna tel this story to him. Hais.
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;The actions of you SUCKS;
Chen shi wei really rocks sia. The song. Ming tian wo bu hui yi ran ai ni. Describe me exactly. From. monday onwards. I wont look for you and watch you I gonna give up. But if you willing to come back I will still.. stay at your side You never know. How pain it is to forget you You said you still love me But you nv reply. WHAT BULLSHYT IS THIS Or maybe. You don wanna spoil ur mood cuz u in chalet And you will reply me when u reach home? I will be waiting. Your msg. by 00.00 today. I love you <3
GO LISTEN! IS A MUST! XD
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 ♥
;If i didnt do it out of fun You wouldn't have left;
Damn hungry sia. Didnt eat since morning. Gonna faint soon. lols. JKJK Lazy go down buy. Sian. Slept for 5hr only. damn tired sia From 7am play until now. lols. Anyway. now 4pm ler TIRED. I thought i will do finish my e learning BUt i haven even do one. >< Changed my blogskin IT took me alot of time leh! Hais. Maybe i no tian fen. NVM GOING. bye!
He didnt reply my msg. Just take care barh my friend.
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Well. Now 7am Freaking early. I cant slp And. Stop giving me hope I think. Im still foolish I thought you will come back still Anyways. Take care and have a happy time
I cant feel that you still beside me. Maybe. I really lost you. I should treat you as memories. Im so confused. When im about to give up, you gave me hope. And you now. Don wanna reply my msg. It make me even harder to give up now when i know the truth. Yup. Jq was right.Whats the point if there's feeling but not trust. I know. You still cannot forget about that thing. You would use that thing to see who am i. What kind of person im. Or. You are just a bian tai kuang? Knowing i about to give up, den you out all those words. And make me suffer? I hope you understand how i feel. I really so so stressed about everything. I on the verge of breaking down ler. Everybody giving me stress. And you also. Everything ,everybody around. Giving me stress. I cant take it. How can i make you mine? Or maybe even. what should i do to forget you. I.. love you
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CAme blogging. Have alot to say. Been stuffing rubbish inside my mouth. idk why Is he didnt see my msg. or he simply don wanna chat. Maybe. Is he don wan chat. hais. Nvm Will wait until 2am. If nv reply. Suan liao.
Anyway. I feel so bad. No mood recently. Causing the frenz around me also. Sorry ngaishun.. I don really have the mood to chat or do anything I cant cheer up or wat. And. Im making u sad. Don smile becuz u wanna cheer me. It makes me even more sad. Anyway. Im just sorry. And. Frenz around me also not very happy. Cheer up all..
I know i sucks. SORRY.
I love you. Will you come back?
Monday, March 10, 2008 ♥
;I didnt know you felt the way as me Can i ask you back?;
Currently waiting for his msg. Think he don wanna reply ler. Hais. Nvm Anyway. He reply damn damn slow. >< Like me sometimes. lols. But. I thought im supposed to forget him Wtf im thinking. Went ip just now. Supposed to do e learning But ended up playing games. Went pp walk walk. Went home. Tio scolded by parents. ><
I didnt know. Until ytd. I wanna give up. Bt. Suddenly u gave me th hope Should i give up. Or just continue?
Sunday, March 9, 2008 ♥
;Its over I gonna be happy;
A new day for me. You see. 090308. So a new day. Alright This few days keep eat alot Stuffed food. Just finish a tub of ice cream. SO NICE. XD But. How am i suppose to lose weight if i keep eating like this? Use knife cut my flesh. HAHA Feel like changing my blog song Cuz the song make me emo. >< But i fking like this song. WTF should i do? Someone change for me pls! LOLS! Only karman have my password. HAHA
For (ah toot) meeting. Confirm with me if u going. Thu at amk hub. Around 1 or 2. thanks. To keli :Not more than 10 ppl going. Too many very noisy Take note.
Saturday, March 8, 2008 ♥
♥ NO matter what i do. you wont come back anymore. Im foolish. Im dumb. Leave me alone. FK OFF! I hate yoU! I really hate yoU! Or maybe. hais. I cant give up. i donno why. why do people stead even though they know love hurts. Maybe this is fate. It ended. It really ended. Im so foolish to rmb the dates. i cant give the love you want. I cant give what u want. I could never be the girl you love! You gone. Really gone. I love you.
One month back. 080208 9pm+ It ended And now 080308 9pm+ i'll forget you.
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HAPPY 2 MONTH! I LOVE YOU TWIN! 080108 is our day. And we will celebrate 10000 yr anni. HAHA Cuz ai ni 1 wan nian marh. XD CHANG SHENG MIN + CHANG KARMAN = THE PERFECT TWINS
Okay. Happy 2 month. And also 1 month. Last day think about you. 29days after you requested. Its over. I no longer your lover. How well you treat me. How much i love you My left out heart only you know. Forget you as a lover. Rmb as a frenz. The time to let go.. One month 20 hours ago. You asked me to Take care. And i said goodbye to you And is over. So sad. That i cant think of you again. Thats all. BYE
Hate home. Hate you.. Hate everything. I HATE HOME! They sucks. Suan suan suan. Imagine i say all those word to you? FK. Ask urself. You claimed to dote me most. But. cant see.? Im not the first in your heart before Im not the first in your heart now Im not the first in your heart in future. NOT EVEN. I couldnt do what you asked me Everyone has weakness. And strengthness You always see my weakness. Ans nv see my strengthess. Okay. I admit. I don have any strengthness in your eyes now Cuz. You didnt appreciate my strengthness in the past What i have done for you before. How much i care for you before. You didnt even care to see. Im like a rotten aple in your eyes, I cant do any big in your eyes. And. You just complete your job as a father. But nv put any effort in it You all are disappointed in me But. Im more disappointed in you all. I cant take the fact that. You are actually lousy. And i always thought that. You my hero in my heart. But you not. Im just so disappointed and wanna to cry
Friday, March 7, 2008 ♥
JUST TO SAY
I have grown up!
lols. Just the changing in me
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;Im tired. I wanna sleep forever;
Morning woke up very early. 8 i think. Play com bathe den meet peifen. Alight bus den i went in 7-11 buy drinks Den got one auntie wan buy hu pi kao but nt enough money. SO KIND OF ME TO PAY FOR HER. Unbelieveable. Anyway. Im always kind. XD Meet peifen do my dnt. Pass up my report card. Lousy result. WORST MARKS i ever got. Buck up sia. March holiday must study. HAHA JUST KIDDING! Went to changed clothes at the hawker centre. Need pay 10cents for the toilet. Zzz. The hawker centre de boss. 10cents also wan. CAme out of the toilet. The auntie asked us if we from broadrick den say. Broadrick not good. WTF? I walked away den jiaqi and peifen stand there listen to her speech. BORING.. Went pp. Slack. And. Went home. They all go ecp. But i nv go. I WENT HOME. Hahas. See i so guai. =X Go do my moodle ler. BYE XD
5 more hour to go. I will cry. <3
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Suddenly. I rmb. What my chinese cher wrote on my compo. Thanks for the encouraging. 懂得了解自己, 就懂得了解别人 And blah blah blah. Forgot liao. BYE
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;I lost sight of what is important in life By being so focused on you;
Okay. It's been a long time since i post. Let me count. Erm. 2 DAY!? HAHA Ytd. got back my report card OMG? BULLSHYT. Failed alot. Sian. Donno how to let my parents sign. Some more. Going sch ltr to give my report card & Dnt Today no sch ** XD But e learning at home. Go do Dnt ler. Bye. XD
You made me fall in love with you so easily but you made me so diffcult to forget you.If escape can solved everything. how i wish to vanish like air.NO longer your couple. No longer inside your heart.The love has been washed away by detergent . Completely clean. Completely gone. Im sorry.Becuz of that thing. You chose to leave me.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 ♥
;Run to my class once more. Will you?;
What a bad day i had? And a embrassed day. All thanks to jiaqi.. Make me so paiseh today. >< Today pei jq the whole morning. Take bus. Eat. Slack. OMG? And during bus journey. I was sitting infront of jq. And i told her. If got alot ppl come up. i sit wif you. After awhile. A group of.. Students came up? Not to be bad or what. they are either mute or deaf i donno laas. When they came up. SO DAMN NOISY. And. when they came nearer n nearer.
JQ: Faster come sit wif me. SM:You come sit wif me sia. JQ:FASTER. They coming. SM: You come laas.
And. When we arguing? They already sit beside me, behind me So damn funny sia.. And i don understand their language and i didnt say much. And suddenly JQ msg me
JQ: WTF! SUPER SMELLY SIA! SM: Like Bo liddat. E smell come from you right? JQ: Funny. Wl. they so noisy, Den i on my song super loud la. Think im going deaf soon ><
Didnt reply after dat. Suddenly. The girl beside me stand up. I quickly go sit beside jq And jq type the msg out for me to see
JQ: OMG. My shoes smell nicer than them. SM: You so bad. My ***** smell nicer than them. HAHAHA JQ: The smell can make me vomit.
And this went on n on. Overall. Im not being bad. Just a stupid joke i had today.
Went hm. Bath. Go buy dinner Though no rain. SO didnt bring umbrella. Suddenly rain so big. Don mind lin yu BUT I JUST BATH? WTF. Chiong my dnt n math Didnt do finish my dnt. Tmr recess stay back and do. And thanks NS for helping me do my math? IM tired. Slping soon. Nitez all. XD
Im a failure.. I cant take it. Too hard for me. Gave up on me & also give up on you Im getting more emo each day. Becuz of you Im trying to end it. Before 08/02/08 10pm Just before 1 month. <3
Tuesday, March 4, 2008 ♥
;I think im in love with th smile ;
Thanks KARMAN for helping me post. Haha. She help chermaine post like she wan die liao. XD Of cuz i rmb my wishes. But it nv come true Maybe becuz. Of the ink? Shouldnt use ink pen! Regret.! Morning meet jiaqi. She inside 32. But i board 33 instead! >< I didnt see the msg she send me. Den when i saw the msg The bus gone liao. Sian. Today. nothing to do. Had my SS and HIS test. So boring. All source based. After sch. Went to CO Fking bored. Came a new guy today. So damn noisy. And irritating. And im the only girl for the junior. How am i supposed to tahan them for 2 years? When cher not there. Went out slack. Just opp my classroom And i rmb. The time You ran up my class just to see me. But. Is no longer there. When i finish "that book" I will forget you completely. I swear. Even if i dont Someday i will. Anyway. Im proud that i kept my blog alive! XD I mean everyday post laas.
Ytd had alot of fun. Ytd also very angry and emo Discovered alot ppl secrets! And, Sorry to some guys. I think I don wan to be happy. It make life dull only. And. Maybe. Im just using him as a excuse to get hurt. I donno.
Monday, March 3, 2008 ♥
Si Bian Taixzxzx ! Twin Karman here ! =D x3
Yesyes Ang Sheng Min ! Cause' of your surname , I'm now Karman Chang instead of Chan ! LOL ! Whatever , I love you (:
Blurr twinny ! Though you came here only not long ago , I seem to feel that I've known you since I was three ! =O Hahs ! We're "twins" afterall ! Lol .
Yesyes . I'm gna leaveeeeeeeeeee ! ): I know you'll miss me , cause' I'll miss you ! Haha ! Okayss . Hmms . I'm gna miss our times tgt ; sharing all our secrets . Almost everything . Hahs . The days out , the days where we stayed in scho0l practically for nothing , just to see each other for the whole afternoon ! ( Joking !) Just to slack tgt . Hehs . Our buried wishes , rmbr ? =D
I'll miss you lah , twin ! && You're my dearest twinny for life ! x3
Okays , I need to mug ! Byeeeeeee !
WITHLOVES; KARMAN TWIN! x33
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;Whats the point if you come back?;
OKay. Currently waiting for karman post! XD SO excited. lols. jkjk. So damn boring. All go other countries during june. EXCEPT ME! WTF Sian. They go for 10 days. Means i 10 days don need go out wif them liao So cruel sia. My blog song got prob sia. sian So freaking tired. Haven do my Dnt. Haven study for ss HAven study for chem. BLOG ANOTHER DAY! I go buy food. XD
Sunday, March 2, 2008 ♥
;Will you ever come back one day?;
Back to blog. Erm. Didnt do what im supposed to do. I shouldnt go on9. I shouldnt msg. >< Sorry to myself. lols. Feel so. Sian. And sad. I donno how to express myself. What am i supposed to do now? Im so lost i think? I cannot take it anymore. And I really sucks. And foolish until i donno who am i.
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A girl named SHENGMIN
She was born on 101293 without knwing why the god wants her
A student of broadrick. But not forgetting that she was once a student of yishun too.
Its totally up to her to control her life.
She friendly! [:
She don really treat people bad unless they treat her too. XD
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Santa♥
Will all this be grant?
♥To able to compose songs about my feelings
♥Transparent blue brown violet contact
♥To meet up with yishun frenz again. XD
♥Can see ASKA YANG n JAY CHOU
♥Promote to 4E
♥Amanda don cry again
♥Maureen don act happy anymore.
♥To see keli and she get good results
♥Huining no conflicts with her family
♥Winston don emo , forget her? .
♥Zihao grow taller? lols. Just find a gd girl.
♥Xiaohan also grow taller. HAHA. Don emo again.
♥Jiajun & darnell be happy and tel me all their secrets! HAHAS
♥The frenz around me to be happy XD
Some that cannot be grant. THE REGRETS
♥To be a pro in audi and gunbound.
♥Hope to get back the same as before
♥To be loved by him again
♥To become a singer?
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