NO REASON

2008-04-05T14:50:00.003+08:00

Before i go watch x family.
Blog first. Wont be blogging so often already cuz exams coming
So. DON MISS ME YA! Wont be able to reply tags too.
So maybe. i take out the tagbox. [;
Wont be bothering abt friendster too. Sick of it liao
Anything msg or call me. [;
Ytd. Almost half of the class nv come sch. Only my class so empty sia
Sch end early. Go walk walk. And went for speech day
OMG. Speech day is a waste of time. Sit there see ppl give prize nia
SHouldnt have go. Somemore. Having gastric at that time.
So damn pain. Until cannot sit straight sia.
Ytd and big ytd only eat 1 meal nia. Hais
End at 7+ Dian was so damn hungry. Sch food not nice
Den NS say i eat until face so stress... -.-
Of cuz. gastric leh. Somemoe don like the food
Didnt finish the food of cuz.
Meet ter, yizhan, darren. For dinner. At kfc
But kfc too many ppl. Went mac instead.
Eat den go home. Wait the bus 31 so long sia. around 20mins+ -.-
Thanks dian n yizhan for accompany me.
They went home together i think. XD
Reach. Watch the channel 8 de. Last ep leh. I missed the half of the show
Play com. Watch x family. haven watch 30mins. Then my bro wan use. -.-
Let him use.. see i so gd?
Den msg awhile. Fell asleep. -.-
Today woke up. My bro stupid sia. Bluff me he got work today
Then asked me go buy lunch. Came back. Then found out he today no work! -.-
Thats all! Change my blogsong ler. [;
TAKE CARE ALL!

TAGS REPLY.
Geok:Hahas. Of cuz.! I will keep it all happy. [;
Catherine: yea. Not crying ler. XD Big girl liao
jiajun: o.O? -.-
Karman : aiya. DOn emo ler. Not gd sia. I already try nt to emo ler.

2008-04-02T17:47:00.002+08:00

;Take care;

Finally found what i wan in blog shop. XD
Super happy sia.. Finally leh.! LOLS
Didnt go sch today. Woke up. Found out nobody at home!
Hahas. Play com. Bathe. Go out
The bus fking long sia. Wait for 10 mins.
7.50+ go out. Still late sia. ><
Reach there. pass up my journal jiu go home liao.
Nobody at home marh! Don jealous. XD
Watch zhong ji yi jia. Damn cute laas!
Xia tian leh. MAi siao siao. Hahas
I wanna buy spec liao. nerd spec. So cute. [;
In future. Wan call my children start with "xia" de.
SO damn nice sia. Hahas.
Went out at 2+.. And wait for that seller. She late sia
Somemore her frenz keep staring at me. Stupid sia
I stared her back. Although her eyes bigger. XD
Reach home. Ate alot rubbish. lols.
Lols. I found out. When i got more free sms.
I tend to msg more. ><

Going. BYE! XD

TAGS REPLY
GEOK: emo is good for health marh. XD
KELI: okay! I will. You also leh. hahas. I miss you. [;
CHERMAINE: haha. ur com got prob or the colour? lols. Ur stomach ok le? HAHA

2008-04-01T15:41:00.002+08:00

;I will get over it
It worth?;

Okay. Didnt post much recently.
Yea. Im pro. Only post 5 words for ytd. LOLS
JUst like what papa say.
So tired recently. Didnt go anywhere after sat.
After sch jiu go home. Today also..
Bo bian.. Too guai ler
Today morning cher call me, jq , pf to have a talk
He damn stupid sia
Pf mum told him. ><
And cher knw what happened already
Lucky he nv say wan call my parents sia
"Shengmin. Why u keep late? I keep saw ur name on the list"
"huh. Cuz bus came late. So i late"
"Orh. Now u blame the bus driver ar.?"
"no lar."
Then i keep quiet sia. ><
Ms fud today sucks sia.
Today slack. After sch went home.

Hais. Everything useless already.
No matter how hard i try.

TAGS REPLY
GEOK : Okay. I try lor. SAME ANS
JH: Okay lor. Ur tag almost same de. haha
Baby-Lonely: OF cuz! I ur nuer leh. Hahas. Ur post so long and naggy. Mine sweet and short. XD
JIAQI: yea. I will. is ur job to make me happy? haha
NGAISHUN: Okay. I will. [; U cheer up too.
JIAJUN: Aiya. miss me say laas. XD Lols.. CAn read my mind? -.-
YIZHAN: Hahas. Good. XD Not retarded. no1 retarded. Cept me. lols

2008-03-31T16:47:00.000+08:00

Im tired of everything. Hais.

2008-03-30T11:40:00.002+08:00

Cant open my eyes this morning.
Tired.. Sick of everything
Im so confused..
Really damn.. Hais
Everything i did was not enough.
Cry becuz i work hard in this relationship.
And all i did was useless?
Hais. Thanks for those who ask me cheer up.

2008-03-29T22:37:00.003+09:00

I knew it will be over one soon
Although its hurt. But. I will get over it
Im satisfied.. I tried. But im not perfect
Maybe. We shouldnt be together.
Yea. Is a accident after all
It ended so fast. I hate today.
I really fucking hate today. Sucks.
I shouldnt have go out wif him.
I should go out with frenz.
Den he wont left. And i can see aska yang
And i wont cry like idiot
I wan see aska alot. but becuz of you, i didnt
Cant you see u mean alot to me?
Every msg you send i treat it as bao
I kept every msg you send me since jan.
Im foolish.
After you left. Cried alot. Thinking you every moment
Hurts.. Is over.. I'm not a good gf
I donno how to express myself.
Thus. You left.
I love you. But meaningless now
TAKE CARE..

Not believing in love anymore. It sucks
I don wan get hurt again. I don wan to cry anymore
Don think i can slp tonight.
Don wish to chat. Im tired. Sick of love.
I wanna a last long relationship.
But there's no.
The happiest moment of love make life worthwhile.
把爱剪碎了随风吹向大海.
越伤得深,越明白爱要放得开.
是我不该,怎么我会眷著你眷成依赖,
让浓情在转眼间变成了伤害.
I wanna go ecp..
Don wanna blog ler. Super no mood.
Thanks for JH for accompany me
Thanks for andy for cheering me.
I love you.. Thanks for the everything.
Although. It is short.

TAGS REPLY
RHONG PENG: RELINKED.I miss you too. [;
KARMAN: i try to be happy. LOves too.
GEOK: glad you can liddat think. Stay happy
ENDONNA: Now you more zilian liao sia.

2008-03-29T00:16:00.002+09:00

Hais. So fking sad now.
I don mean that. If u wan liddat think. Hais. den nvm barh
I wan go out wif u. but i don wan tired urself
Wanted u to slp more. Don wan u to wake up early to pei wo watch aska yang
Can even don see him becuz of you
You don understand at all.
I tell you now. I need you badly.
I nv wanna to leave you
But u tot i don care.
ILY

2008-03-28T20:54:00.002+09:00

;Maybe. It was an accident;

TIRED! Not alot ppl on9~
I mean brd de. XD
Went to watch the orphanage after sch
OMG. The cinema only four ppl. lols
Chermaine n me bring maggie mee inside.
Show quite okay. Not very scary.
But. Screamed alot too.
I tot i can save $10+ this wk. BUT
Spend all. ><>
Found out. I watch alot movie this year sia
Let me count. Erm. 15? Lols. KIDDING
10 i think.
Went bugis wif chermaine after movie
She went to meet someone... For her ELMO TEE.
Actually. Was $7. but she end up paying $10.
KNOW WHY? Guessed urself! XD
Went crazy with her in library.
Wanna laugh. But cannot laugh out loud.
Lols. Nth say sia. BYE.!

You are bursting my mind.

2008-03-27T22:22:00.004+09:00

;I don mean it;

Okay. School was fun today
Alot laughter. XD
Morning got math
Went up to ms lee
She said
"Shengmin ar. Come sch hor, Actually ur math not bad. So must attend my lesson ar"
"Ya ya." Keep tou xiao.
"If u don wan come sch. Also must pick those days that don have math lesson marh"
LOLS. I was so paiseh sia..
After recess eng trailer.
So damn stupid sia.
Then ahmad PANTS TORE. Hahas.
After that. Was phy. Johara asked us to go sci lab
But. None of us go. When she came back.
All act slping sia..
Chem cher let us off early barh
First time like cher so much sia. lols
After sch. Went to take 31 home first
Suddenly i saw one guy so familiar sia. I see see see
Saw ivan(cousin) sia. HAHA
Didnt expect to see him at my sch there.
Lols. His frenz alot sia
Like occupy 2/5 of bus. Maybe?
Almost become pancake
When he saw me. He damn shocked sia.
Like HUH? WHY U HERE?
Went home. Bathe. And go brd meet pf.
Suddenly rain so big sia. Make my hair so flat.. Arghh..
Wait for k's cab. So long.
Went dian's house. Do project. K the main actress leh!
HAHA. I act ghost sia. Pf put alot powder on my face.
Dian also act as ghost. Damn scary sia.
Took alot funny shots. hahas
Edit.. And went home. TIRED TIRED.

I wanna care for you.
But i simply donno how.
Im really afraid.
Im just a lousy gf. Im sorry.
I want to do. Everything you wan hope
Maybe. I nelgected you too much.
And. You think i don care about you
Im sorry. Give me a day will you?
I prove it.

2008-03-26T17:12:00.002+09:00

NOw 4+ only.
See i so guai go home. lols
Today did nth.. Slack alot today
Ate alot rubbish today
OMG. Getting fatter and fatter each day. ><
Today.. I hope already everything solved.
But to me. Haven sia

Hais. Miss him like _|_
Seems so strange.

2008-03-25T19:33:00.002+09:00

;DON CARE THEN;

I learned what mistrust today
Maybe leaving is better for me
So stupid of me..
Whats the point if i put back
Is meaningless.
I tried to be a better friend
I tried everything
But. Everything is beyond i can do.
I wanna. Transfer back And forget everything
I still need them more.
No one here try or even think to understand me
Im happy that they still miss me
But. even i gone. No one will i guessed?
Maybe. becuz i was only here for 3 month?
I need a better me. To be best for everything except friendship and love
Cuz. I will nv be.
Im wrong. Im stupid. I know what mistrust.
I donno who to trust. What trust exactly means?
Everyone doesnt seems to care. Even him
Im still alone by myself.
When everyone thinks.. My frenz still there when i need most
Disappointed in everything
I hate everything.
I given up today.

期待你的爱,可是...

2008-03-24T20:57:00.003+09:00

Im a super guai kia today
First lesson was chem
And i try to pay attention
Well. I can say. Im clever. LOLS
Jk. But i know what the chapter about ler
Just 1hr. lols.
Happened alot things today
Felt so bad. SO went home early.
Wanna to blog. But bro use com
4+ sleep until 7 sia. Now damn awake. SIAN
Don feel like going sch tmr.
Wrote everything on the p.blog.
SIAN

FK THE WORLD UP.

2008-03-24T07:45:00.001+09:00

I FREAKING HATE MY HAIR

MAKE ME SO PISSED OFF.

2008-03-23T14:38:00.002+09:00

;Way back into love;

Sian sia.. At home today again
Wanna go out sia.
My sis damn stupid sia
Keep say me. She say her phone bill very cheap only
Obviously zai suan wo

Maybe. We should have a talk
I really wan leave. And become a loner.
Don wish to care anymore..
So easy tio bs.
Say me selfish also can barh. Hais.

2008-03-22T19:55:00.002+09:00

;如果爱情不能到老你也应该给我一秒
One second to forget;

Been slping the whole day
So shiok. Raining marh
Also been thinking the whole day.
Maybe i should also. Forgive and forget
Just like what jq say.
Or. Just leave. And become a loner.? lols
At home 2 days ler. DAMN SIAN LAAS
Sorry amanda.. From last yr.
You jiu keep asking me to go out.
But i not free..
Today she like angry with me sia.
Cuz keep reject her. ><
Sian. 4month+ never go out with them ler

Hais.. Exams coming. Heard that after speech day.
WTF so fast? I haven study sia
Just now. Wanna do my math hw and study chem
Math like. So confused. And i went slp. ><
Woke up.. My mum fry Meat ball.
So salty sia.. Nearly puke. ><

I MISS HIM

2008-03-22T13:47:00.004+09:00

Wanna find some pics for blogskin.
But cant find any. Found some very cute pics. XD

2008-03-21T22:14:00.003+09:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GONG! XD

JUst went for my ah gong birthday.
LOLS.. Cayden so cute sia. hahas
Eat durian.. Eat cake.
Came to post pics. [;

MY THREE COUSINS. XD

Just put for fun. ><

Greedy sia.

Cayden and ah gong

2008-03-21T18:53:00.002+09:00

Erm. Sometimes friends really sucks
Always thought friends always the one beside u
But. Maybe i was wrong.
Shouldnt have trust alot ppl too much.
Maybe alone is the best
No1 interfere your life. No1 backstab you
I know im not a gd friend. But im trying very hard to be one
I don wan to be the middle person.
Everyone is such a gd actress. Very gd sia
Maybe. I shouldnt trust frenz too much.
I think. I gonna change. To someone i donno.
Life cruel. Frenz sucks. Fuck life.

2008-03-20T23:14:00.003+09:00

CAme to blog again.
Damn awake. Cuz just now slept for 2hr+
Pf call woke me up. ><
Don really feel very good now
Not in good mood.
Lazy go tmr. Hais..
Wan to go IP play sia
Donno why. ><

Although.. His msg means nothing to others
But to me. It means alot alot.
Very foolish sia.
Alot to say. but donno how to write
BYE.

2008-03-20T18:27:00.002+09:00

;Gone crazy over you
Don leave me again;

School was fine today i think?
SI JIAQI! Never go sch.
Today sch so relax den don wan come. HAHA
Found out alot things today again. ><
LOLS. Today forgot bring money go sch.
QUITE BUDGET TODAY.
Maybe. I everyday don bring money.
Then i can SAVE LOTS OF LOST OF MONEY! XD
Tmr donno whether going sun tanning
Very lazy. Somemore. He haven ans me sia.
Waiting. ><
Ohya. Today morning damn fking happy sia.
Cuz. HAHA. SECRET!

It seems so long
Even though its only just one day.

2008-03-19T20:57:00.002+09:00

BITCH! Trust you so much.
But yet. You betrayed me?
Fking ass. I wondered how many people you betray.
Such a stupid girl. Who like to shout for nth. To attract guys ar?
I TELL YOU. NOBODY LIKE YOU
DON ACT LIKE A BITCH CAN?
I no longer trust you sia.
Cant believe that. Sucks sia.
Act ass. What a gd actress are you
Go lar.. Go lar. DOn wanna see you sia
Donkey hair.
Such a bitch..

Okay. Nothing happened actually.
But realised alot things
Shouldnt trust people so much
Today.. Didnt stick to my budget again.. ><

Just created a P blog.
Only for him to see. [;
I wondered if he read it. I hope so laas.
I really hope. Is forever. <3

2008-03-18T20:57:00.002+09:00

;You don't have to change a thing
You are perfect in my eyes;

TODAY lESSON WAS BORING.
Super sian. Don like eng n math
Pon history. Forgot who say got cher will come in check
At toilet slack.
I was looking outide through the door
Suddenly. I saw a flower walking towards the toilet. HAHA
Do u think student wear flower clothes ?
Damn stupid sia. I ran inside the toilet and hide.
Anyway. She didnt come in to check, But just to use the toilet
Somemore she my history cher sia.
After sch went roxy square cut hair.
The uncle cut damn slow sia.. Went to playground
& repeat my blogsong over and over again
I wish. I could do sth for him. IMH

But.. Im sorry im not a gd gf.

2008-03-17T20:46:00.005+09:00

;Nothing gonna change my love for you;

Changed my blog song. IN love with it.
THANKS PEIFEN! [;
Went ecp today. SO fun!
Today ben lai want budget de.
Ended up. Spending all my money. ><
Eat alot things today. Also happened alot of things
Went ecp. Play catching, water, sand.
Then when jq n me sitting at the sand.
Three guys came and they sat on the rock
I heard them. "Give me one more laas!"
Jq asked me see.. And she said.
"Wah. They so gay sia use newspaper."
OMG GAY~~ When we about to leave. They came back
Keep following us sia. I afraid the thing repeat again
I walk damn fast.. Hahas. Jq also scared..
Walk a big round to make them lost us.
Went mac buy drinks. Went back there again.
Gang hao low tide. Jiaqi n me dig a hole near the sea
Damn deep. JQ FELL IN! HAHA.. Catch fish after that. ><
Childish sia. BUT FUN! I caught a crab!
See!!! I so pro. XD
Anyway. Is a baby crab. ><
Put it inside the bottle. And to IP
Play o2jam. And he came ><
Didnt know he will come. He after sch jiu go IP liao. lols
Play audi. Dulan sia. Keep missed.
Long time nv play ler. Meanwhile.
Wanna play with the crab. But found out...
It died? ><
Si until very er xin sia.
Meet pf. Went pp the bb rm
OMG. The room. Filled with our drawing. ><
SIAO liao. I even decorate the ceiling.
But not tall enough. Wrote 3 word. GAVEUP.
I hope.. One day. HE will see what i wrote.
Went home after that. END!

Sorry that i broke my promise.
Didnt mean that. But. I didnt regret.
I had a fun day today. [;

I wish we can be like past
See forever in your eyes again <3

THE HOLE! XD

....

2008-03-16T16:47:00.003+09:00

Im in love with jay chou!
Ytd watch the kungfu dunk.
OMG! He so. Cool. ><
Now watching again. XD
I wonder why the ah long movie will win kungfu and cj7
SO sian. Wish i can go out everyday.

2008-03-16T13:40:00.004+09:00

SORRY.. I didnt mean it.

2008-03-16T00:18:00.004+09:00

;I'm serious;

Today went ecp wif jq and pf.
damn fun sia. So sad that chermaine didnt come. HAHA
Went to peifen house wait for jq. Then play wif her dog
I accidentally kicked the dog sia. SO sorry
HE keep on chasing me. Den i keep on running.
Suddenly i stopped. Den kicked dao him. Zzz
Pf bro took my phone and video.. Damn funny laas
Her sister so cute. Keep on asking me tons of tons of question. XD
Went to bus stop wif pf. Her shoes spoilt. SUAY
Standing under the HOT HOT sun. Waiting for her maid to come
Went ecp..Play water, play sand.
And sat on the rock. When coming down the rock.
My bro called me. So stupid of me to press "ANS"
And i fell down. ><
So damn pain laas. Shout until very loud. Stupid sia
Den frenz came. Lucky i fell b4 they came ><
They play dog n bone. I can only watch! ><
Went pp. Eat. PLay. Slack.
At stege so fun sia. Lazy say sia.
Wait for bus. And when the bus came. Jq was standing beside me
And behind us was 2 guys
They guy suddenly say. "WTF"
Jq n me turned behind and looked at him
His friend like. "eh eh, you say very loud leh"
Jq told me about the ticket thing
I laughed until very loud sia.
HAHAHA. >< I think im crazy today. lols
Nvm.. My dad fetched me frm the bus stop
Cuz. Sth happened. XD

I wont forget today. <3

2008-03-14T10:34:00.003+09:00

;I'm afraid of today;

9am+ only. Damn sian
lAter going school. DOn wish to.
Jiaqi say she will be waiting at my bus stop. ><
Forced me go sia. Hahas
Anyway. Changed my blog song.
The song came from a anime movie called "spirited away"
For those who watch liao. Good for you
For those haven. GO WATCH NOW LAAS. No regret de
Go youtube watch. This is the only anime show that make me cry
Hahas. Anyway. Is 2007/2006 de thing liao.
The another song also very nice. "Always with me"
I wanna find only the music. But cant find.
Only have the music and the singer. Hais.
ARE u listening to the song now?
Nice right? XD SAY YES
BYE! [;

Today will be the day.
That decide the fate of mine the rest of the year

2008-03-13T16:27:00.003+09:00

;I want walk wif you in the beach;

Damn tired sia.
Today go out walk. So diu lian
Today also had a very strange dream sia.
Thats not going to happen.. Zzz
I only told huining. OMG
So honoured sia.. Then she keep laughing at me sia
Now chatting on phone with her. HAHA
Actually going out wif keli they all
But i cancelled it. SO SORRY.
SO tired. ltr go cut hair.
Hais. DOn feel like chatting this few days
Lazy see handphone. Lazy go on9.
Go on9 sure flood by frenz
Den i need tel them brb.
Hais. So paiseh..
Don think on9 this few days barh.
If i bored de hua den i go chat..

Hais. Maybe. I should go ytd
REGRET. ><

2008-03-12T12:35:00.004+09:00

Came blogging again. Felt so fking sad
Wanna... Becuz of the spirited away song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2C603i8yPc&feature=related

Go see. Saw this comment.
"It's kinda stupid but I'm seriously in tears, I would do anything to be able to play something this beautiful. It's.. well it's something I wish I could say in words, but it just can't be said in words. It's a story to be told to someone through music, and I want to tell this story to my girl. "

I also wanna tel this story to him. Hais.

2008-03-12T11:49:00.005+09:00

;The actions of you
SUCKS;

Chen shi wei really rocks sia.
The song. Ming tian wo bu hui yi ran ai ni.
Describe me exactly.
From. monday onwards. I wont look for you and watch you
I gonna give up. But if you willing to come back
I will still.. stay at your side
You never know. How pain it is to forget you
You said you still love me
But you nv reply. WHAT BULLSHYT IS THIS
Or maybe. You don wanna spoil ur mood cuz u in chalet
And you will reply me when u reach home?
I will be waiting. Your msg. by 00.00 today.
I love you <3

GO LISTEN! IS A MUST! XD

2008-03-11T16:54:00.002+09:00

;If i didnt do it out of fun
You wouldn't have left;

Damn hungry sia. Didnt eat since morning.
Gonna faint soon. lols. JKJK
Lazy go down buy. Sian.
Slept for 5hr only. damn tired sia
From 7am play until now. lols. Anyway. now 4pm ler
TIRED. I thought i will do finish my e learning
BUt i haven even do one. ><
Changed my blogskin
IT took me alot of time leh!
Hais. Maybe i no tian fen. NVM
GOING. bye!

He didnt reply my msg.
Just take care barh my friend.

2008-03-11T08:27:00.009+09:00

Well. Now 7am
Freaking early. I cant slp
And. Stop giving me hope I think.
Im still foolish
I thought you will come back still
Anyways. Take care and have a happy time

I cant feel that you still beside me. Maybe. I really lost you. I should treat you as memories. Im so confused. When im about to give up, you gave me hope. And you now. Don wanna reply my msg. It make me even harder to give up now when i know the truth. Yup. Jq was right.Whats the point if there's feeling but not trust. I know. You still cannot forget about that thing. You would use that thing to see who am i. What kind of person im. Or. You are just a bian tai kuang? Knowing i about to give up, den you out all those words. And make me suffer? I hope you understand how i feel. I really so so stressed about everything. I on the verge of breaking down ler. Everybody giving me stress. And you also. Everything ,everybody around. Giving me stress. I cant take it. How can i make you mine? Or maybe even. what should i do to forget you. I.. love you

2008-03-11T01:15:00.004+09:00

CAme blogging.
Have alot to say.
Been stuffing rubbish inside my mouth. idk why
Is he didnt see my msg. or he simply don wanna chat.
Maybe. Is he don wan chat. hais. Nvm
Will wait until 2am.
If nv reply. Suan liao.

Anyway. I feel so bad. No mood recently.
Causing the frenz around me also.
Sorry ngaishun.. I don really have the mood to chat or do anything
I cant cheer up or wat. And. Im making u sad.
Don smile becuz u wanna cheer me. It makes me even more sad.
Anyway. Im just sorry.
And. Frenz around me also not very happy.
Cheer up all..

I know i sucks. SORRY.

I love you. Will you come back?

2008-03-10T21:10:00.003+09:00

;I didnt know you felt the way as me
Can i ask you back?;

Currently waiting for his msg.
Think he don wanna reply ler. Hais. Nvm
Anyway. He reply damn damn slow. ><
Like me sometimes. lols.
But. I thought im supposed to forget him
Wtf im thinking.
Went ip just now. Supposed to do e learning
But ended up playing games.
Went pp walk walk. Went home. Tio scolded by parents. ><

I didnt know. Until ytd.
I wanna give up. Bt. Suddenly u gave me th hope
Should i give up. Or just continue?

2008-03-09T15:18:00.002+09:00

;Its over
I gonna be happy;

A new day for me. You see. 090308.
So a new day. Alright
This few days keep eat alot
Stuffed food.
Just finish a tub of ice cream. SO NICE. XD
But. How am i suppose to lose weight if i keep eating like this?
Use knife cut my flesh. HAHA
Feel like changing my blog song
Cuz the song make me emo. ><
But i fking like this song. WTF should i do?
Someone change for me pls! LOLS! Only karman have my password. HAHA

For (ah toot) meeting.
Confirm with me if u going.
Thu at amk hub. Around 1 or 2. thanks.
To keli :Not more than 10 ppl going. Too many very noisy
Take note.

2008-03-08T22:54:00.008+09:00

♥ NO matter what i do. you wont come back anymore. Im foolish. Im dumb. Leave me alone. FK OFF! I hate yoU! I really hate yoU! Or maybe. hais. I cant give up. i donno why. why do people stead even though they know love hurts. Maybe this is fate. It ended. It really ended. Im so foolish to rmb the dates. i cant give the love you want. I cant give what u want. I could never be the girl you love! You gone. Really gone. I love you.

One month back. 080208 9pm+ It ended
And now 080308 9pm+ i'll forget you.

2008-03-08T17:47:00.003+09:00

HAPPY 2 MONTH!
I LOVE YOU TWIN!
080108 is our day.
And we will celebrate 10000 yr anni. HAHA
Cuz ai ni 1 wan nian marh. XD
CHANG SHENG MIN + CHANG KARMAN = THE PERFECT TWINS

Okay. Happy 2 month.
And also 1 month.
Last day think about you. 29days after you requested.
Its over. I no longer your lover.
How well you treat me. How much i love you
My left out heart only you know.
Forget you as a lover. Rmb as a frenz.
The time to let go..
One month 20 hours ago.
You asked me to Take care.
And i said goodbye to you
And is over.
So sad. That i cant think of you again.
Thats all. BYE

Hate home. Hate you.. Hate everything.
I HATE HOME! They sucks.
Suan suan suan. Imagine i say all those word to you? FK.
Ask urself. You claimed to dote me most.
But. cant see.?
Im not the first in your heart before
Im not the first in your heart now
Im not the first in your heart in future. NOT EVEN.
I couldnt do what you asked me
Everyone has weakness. And strengthness
You always see my weakness. Ans nv see my strengthess.
Okay. I admit. I don have any strengthness in your eyes now
Cuz. You didnt appreciate my strengthness in the past
What i have done for you before.
How much i care for you before.
You didnt even care to see.
Im like a rotten aple in your eyes,
I cant do any big in your eyes.
And. You just complete your job as a father.
But nv put any effort in it
You all are disappointed in me
But. Im more disappointed in you all.
I cant take the fact that.
You are actually lousy.
And i always thought that.
You my hero in my heart. But you not.
Im just so disappointed and wanna to cry

2008-03-07T21:48:00.005+09:00

JUST TO SAY

I have grown up!

lols. Just the changing in me

2008-03-07T19:33:00.002+09:00

;Im tired. I wanna sleep forever;

Morning woke up very early.
8 i think. Play com bathe den meet peifen.
Alight bus den i went in 7-11 buy drinks
Den got one auntie wan buy hu pi kao but nt enough money.
SO KIND OF ME TO PAY FOR HER. Unbelieveable.
Anyway. Im always kind. XD
Meet peifen do my dnt. Pass up my report card.
Lousy result. WORST MARKS i ever got.
Buck up sia. March holiday must study. HAHA
JUST KIDDING!
Went to changed clothes at the hawker centre.
Need pay 10cents for the toilet. Zzz.
The hawker centre de boss. 10cents also wan.
CAme out of the toilet. The auntie asked us if we from broadrick
den say. Broadrick not good. WTF?
I walked away den jiaqi and peifen stand there listen to her speech.
BORING.. Went pp. Slack. And. Went home.
They all go ecp. But i nv go. I WENT HOME.
Hahas. See i so guai. =X
Go do my moodle ler. BYE XD

5 more hour to go.
I will cry. <3

2008-03-07T09:54:00.002+09:00

Suddenly. I rmb. What my chinese cher wrote on my compo.
Thanks for the encouraging.
懂得了解自己, 就懂得了解别人
 And blah blah blah. Forgot liao.
BYE

2008-03-07T09:23:00.002+09:00

;I lost sight of what is important in life
By being so focused on you;

Okay. It's been a long time since i post.
Let me count. Erm. 2 DAY!? HAHA
Ytd. got back my report card
OMG? BULLSHYT. Failed alot.
Sian. Donno how to let my parents sign.
Some more. Going sch ltr to give my report card & Dnt
Today no sch ** XD
But e learning at home.
Go do Dnt ler. Bye. XD

You made me fall in love with you so easily but you made me so diffcult to forget you.If escape can solved everything. how i wish to vanish like air.NO longer your couple. No longer inside your heart.The love has been washed away by detergent . Completely clean. Completely gone. Im sorry.Becuz of that thing. You chose to leave me.

2008-03-05T22:47:00.003+09:00

;Run to my class once more. Will you?;

What a bad day i had? And a embrassed day.
All thanks to jiaqi.. Make me so paiseh today. ><
Today pei jq the whole morning. Take bus. Eat. Slack. OMG?
And during bus journey. I was sitting infront of jq.
And i told her. If got alot ppl come up. i sit wif you.
After awhile. A group of.. Students came up?
Not to be bad or what. they are either mute or deaf i donno laas.
When they came up. SO DAMN NOISY.
And. when they came nearer n nearer.

JQ: Faster come sit wif me.
SM:You come sit wif me sia.
JQ:FASTER. They coming.
SM: You come laas.

And. When we arguing? They already sit beside me, behind me
So damn funny sia..
And i don understand their language and i didnt say much. And suddenly JQ msg me

JQ: WTF! SUPER SMELLY SIA!
SM: Like Bo liddat. E smell come from you right?
JQ: Funny. Wl. they so noisy, Den i on my song super loud la. Think im going deaf soon ><

Didnt reply after dat. Suddenly. The girl beside me stand up. I quickly go sit beside jq
And jq type the msg out for me to see

JQ: OMG. My shoes smell nicer than them.
SM: You so bad. My ***** smell nicer than them. HAHAHA
JQ: The smell can make me vomit.

And this went on n on. Overall.
Im not being bad. Just a stupid joke i had today.

Went hm. Bath. Go buy dinner
Though no rain. SO didnt bring umbrella.
Suddenly rain so big. Don mind lin yu
BUT I JUST BATH? WTF.
Chiong my dnt n math
Didnt do finish my dnt.
Tmr recess stay back and do.
And thanks NS for helping me do my math?
IM tired. Slping soon. Nitez all. XD

Im a failure..
I cant take it.
Too hard for me.
Gave up on me & also give up on you
Im getting more emo each day. Becuz of you
Im trying to end it. Before 08/02/08 10pm
Just before 1 month. <3

2008-03-04T20:07:00.002+09:00

;I think im in love with th smile ;

Thanks KARMAN for helping me post.
Haha. She help chermaine post like she wan die liao. XD
Of cuz i rmb my wishes. But it nv come true
Maybe becuz. Of the ink? Shouldnt use ink pen! Regret.!
Morning meet jiaqi. She inside 32.
But i board 33 instead! ><
I didnt see the msg she send me. Den when i saw the msg
The bus gone liao. Sian.
Today. nothing to do. Had my SS and HIS test.
So boring. All source based. After sch. Went to CO
Fking bored. Came a new guy today. So damn noisy.
And irritating. And im the only girl for the junior.
How am i supposed to tahan them for 2 years?
When cher not there. Went out slack. Just opp my classroom
And i rmb. The time You ran up my class just to see me.
But. Is no longer there. When i finish "that book"
I will forget you completely.
I swear. Even if i dont
Someday i will.
Anyway. Im proud that i kept my blog alive! XD
I mean everyday post laas.

Ytd had alot of fun. Ytd also very angry and emo
Discovered alot ppl secrets!
And, Sorry to some guys.
I think I don wan to be happy.
It make life dull only.
And. Maybe. Im just using him as a excuse to get hurt. I donno.

sheng min twinny ! < 3

2008-03-03T21:07:00.004+09:00

Si Bian Taixzxzx ! Twin Karman here ! =D x3

Yesyes Ang Sheng Min ! Cause' of your surname , I'm now Karman Chang instead of Chan ! LOL ! Whatever , I love you (:

Blurr twinny ! Though you came here only not long ago , I seem to feel that I've known you since I was three ! =O Hahs ! We're "twins" afterall ! Lol .

Yesyes . I'm gna leaveeeeeeeeeee ! ): I know you'll miss me , cause' I'll miss you ! Haha ! Okayss . Hmms . I'm gna miss our times tgt ; sharing all our secrets . Almost everything . Hahs . The days out , the days where we stayed in scho0l practically for nothing , just to see each other for the whole afternoon ! ( Joking !) Just to slack tgt . Hehs . Our buried wishes , rmbr ? =D

I'll miss you lah , twin ! && You're my dearest twinny for life ! x3

Okays , I need to mug ! Byeeeeeee !

WITHLOVES;
KARMAN TWIN! x33

2008-03-03T19:32:00.002+09:00

;Whats the point if you come back?;

OKay. Currently waiting for karman post! XD
SO excited. lols. jkjk.
So damn boring. All go other countries during june. EXCEPT ME! WTF
Sian. They go for 10 days. Means i 10 days don need go out wif them liao
So cruel sia. My blog song got prob sia. sian
So freaking tired. Haven do my Dnt. Haven study for ss
HAven study for chem. BLOG ANOTHER DAY! I go buy food. XD

2008-03-02T19:29:00.005+09:00

;Will you ever come back one day?;

Back to blog.
Erm. Didnt do what im supposed to do.
I shouldnt go on9. I shouldnt msg. ><
Sorry to myself. lols.
Feel so. Sian. And sad.
I donno how to express myself.
What am i supposed to do now?
Im so lost i think?
I cannot take it anymore.
And I really sucks. And foolish until i donno who am i.

2008-02-29T20:39:00.000+09:00

;I love all your sounds
And the way you make my world go round;

Wont be blogging this few days
Wont be msging unless important things
Wont be online. Wont be chatting
Just leave me alone
I don have the mood to do anything
Happened alot things.
And for the literature poem i wrote.
I hope you can see it. But is impossible.
I really miss you. I miss your voice.
I wanted you to come back.
But is no longer the same as before anymore.
Im sorry for everything. Take care my friends.

2008-02-28T20:37:00.000+09:00

;I wrote your name everywhere
Deceive myself that you still there;

Hmm. SO long nv post ler
Not very long laas. HAHA. miss blogger. ><
So tired sia. Alot things happened recently.
But not going to post it. [:
Tmr going to sch. DAMN SIAN..
My artefact haven finish sia.
den alot ppl already pass up. OMG
Somemore english. I haven do the hw.
Lit. Haven let my parents sign. ><
TIRED TIRED.. I wan slp.. Shh. DOn disturb..

BAck. GOING! Bye. HAHA

2008-02-25T20:45:00.000+09:00

;Seriously. My ear is fking pain;

Yo! Back. Agreed jiaqi to join CO ler
Going this friday. XD
Think wont break the promise barh.
OMg. Today got back alot result.
I donno that i passed.
eng 25/50
Math 21/30 , 27/50
Mt 23/30
Lit 19/50.. -.-
Only for lit. Didnt study. thats why. ><
Damn tired. Wanna slp. No mood just now
Becuz i go open that song.
Seriously. I hate ppl lie to me without any reason.
And he. ><
Feel like slping soon.
I MISS THEM! XD

2008-02-24T12:55:00.000+09:00

;You're all that i need;

So tired. Came blogging becuz i wanna put a video up
OKay. Thts a stupid and lame video HAHA
Created by my er zi ar.
Just realized he got so much tian fen in it
HAHA. Im just kidding!

A video about. Maple? -.-
If don understand nvm. Cuz even me also don understand some of it. [:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaP9RrNFAeQ

2008-02-24T00:56:00.000+09:00

;Th girl is stupid
Because She is stupid;

Wah. Woke up at 7.20. Damn tired lurhs.
Reach home at 12. Bath. On9. PLay
Go out. -.- Meet jiaqi at 2 sia. And she reach at 2.30!
HAHA. Finally i realised. IM NOT THE CHI DAO WANG LOR
IS HER! XD
But. Abit dulan laas.
Nvm. I will wait for someone i hope even it takes forever. ><
Went katong play audi
Long time nv play ler
den got 190 de song lor
So fast. Man qiang got a 250k.-.-
I think not bad ler lurhs. HAHA
den play o2jam.
Jiaqi bully sia. lvl 15 vs lvl 1. ><
Went pp after that. Nothing to do anyway.
To ecp ltr. OMG
I was like. Refreshing my memories ><
The sea so beautiful. Just like th night
Chermaine jiaqi went home.
Went cathay wif peifen to take her phone.
During the bus journey. She keep telling me abt ghost stories. Abt brd
WTF sia. So scary laas. Somemore so dark liao
And i wanna go toilet.. -.-
And.. Talk talk talk.
Guessed what? We missed our bus stop. -.-
Alighted at nxt stop. I chiong to the toilet sia.
-.- I think my blog is getting boring and boring
Took her phone. OFF TO PS.
den went home.

2008-02-22T20:20:00.000+09:00

;I couldn't be th best frenz you hope too
I'm just useless;

After sch went to cathay watch Ps i love you
Okay. Nearly cried bt i didnt.
But yasmin cried. hahas.
The ticket so cheap sia. $6 only. ><
During movie. Peifen slept. -.-
Den wehn we left the cinema. She found out her phone lost. lols!
SO suay sia.

Actually I think im just a useless person
I couldnt do anything when you in hospital
I didnt know that. I not worth your tears.
Im sry. Im sry that i nt there when you need most
Im sry that I didnt call back even though i have the time
Im sorry. I didnt forget you at all.
I always rmb you in my heart
I seriously miss you suan-ing me.
Without you. My life seems so. Unlively.
I try to go back to see you all.
I really damn sad when you don wan me to know that truth.
I hate you for not telling me
Do i really mean alot to you both..

2008-02-21T20:43:00.000+09:00

;I could not be th girl you wanted;

Back. Don feel like going sch today
But still go sia.
Finally my photoshop is back!
Without it i nearly die. XP
Lesson was boring.
Nothing to do.
Tmr lit test. OMG?
Gonna fail. Haven study.
So many homework haven do
Since i came broadrick.
My standard dropped alot
Izzit i slack alot?
Or the paper diffcult? ><
But i don think so laas.
Tired~~
Chermaine: What is your wish? I'll grant you (if i not wrong)
Me: My wish is. To have 3 more wishes.
Chermaine: Okay! Your first wish is?
Me: My first wish is. To have another 3 more wishes.
Chemmaine: You no wishes liao. Bye. ><

Okay. Actually my wish.
Is something very simple.
Lols. Don wan say liao
Ltr i cry. T.T
Oh ya. Tmr is siti birthday
Chermaine asked me bring G string for her. ><
I DIDNT WEAR OKAY? -.-
STop here. Bye.

I seriously hate cheaters like you
Cuz. I love you too much.

2008-02-20T23:31:00.000+09:00

Don feel like doing anything. Wanna give up so much. Or maybe. Im Just using him as a excuse? Why i keep imagine about all this? Why everytime i in good mood. And you will appeared. Damn irritating.. I hate you.!

2008-02-20T18:44:00.000+09:00

;Will you ever know what im feeling
I doubt so;

Argh. damn tired sia
Math test damn hard laas. SURE FAIL. T.T
Sian. Ben lai after sch going for SS test.
But the fking johara go consficate my ans sheet
How am i suppose to copy?
>< Skipped the test and dnt.
Damn tired. Go eat first. Bye.

2008-02-19T17:39:00.000+09:00

;She is barely hanging on but she knows
She cant let go;

Today nearly late sia
Lucky nv sia. first lesson jiu chinese compo
I wrote about frenz in yishun.
Anyway. The question is. A choice u nv regret
And i wrote. I nv regret knwing them. [:
See! I miss them lots. Even compo also write them. ><
Got back my His test. 8/13
Guessed why i passed? Copy laas.
Only i copy only. The rest cannot copy. HAHAS. -.-
After sch. Stay back awhile.
Okay. Chermaine was disgusting. Becuz of sth.
Say ler ltr she kill me. ><
Went home after that.. So tired. Bye.

Is a lonely night that day
It ended silently without any tears.
When the tears dried up after time
She found out what is the reason
And whats he thinking.
She realized how dumb she was

2008-02-18T20:21:00.000+09:00

;I forgot the smile i used to have;

Today late again.
I think. Is the 6 times since jan? -.-
CANNOT LATE LER LAAS JIAQI!
WAKE UP EARLY MARH. Miss call you also nv wake up. hahas
After running jiu english test
Is like. So tired n no mood do
My handwriting damn ugly. -.-
Sure fail de. sian
Today. Alot cher bo mood sia.
Suddenly today all siao de.
Anyhow scold.. Hate ms fud sia.
So sexist for what. Like 20yrs nv talk to boys liddat.
Somemore. Suan ppl until liddat.
After sch. Math test. Normal laas.
But last question nv do sia! 4 marks leh!
Nvm laas. I veyr generous de. 4 marks nothing! ><
Went to leisure park. Nothing to walk sia
Go eat pastamania.. Fk sia. Shouldnt have put the whole bottle of cheese.
DAMN DISGUSTING Hmm. Went home after that.
And saw someone i shouldnt see.
I don wan see him laas. I WAN SEE ASKA. XP
HAHAS. JIAQI DON JEALOUS! ;P

2008-02-17T19:20:00.000+09:00

;Today will be the last day
I think about you.;

Well. 17/02/08
I.. felt so nothing today.
No one there to console me.
No one there to. Share wif me.
I feel like telling everybody how i feel.
I wan to sing to you again.
I wan to listen that song again.
Nvm.. Bought a cake for myself.
Stupid idiot..
My bro wanna eat my cake. den i Shout at him.
Why am i liddat?
Is like. everything i do. Will remind of him
Eat ice, shake leg, day dreaming, singing.
Thats what he do. And thats what i do too.
Im sorry.. i cant do anything now.
but to think of you today the whole day.
Tmr is my test. i don wanna affect it.
I cant do my d&t. Cuz. It remind of you again.
Why everything i do. Connect to you?
Haiz. nvm.

Ytd. Went to peifen's house. I was being totured by her siblings
Asked me carry back. But her sister damn cute
I hope. to have sister like her.
Mushroom head. -.-
Took alot video of her. will update another.
And her dog. Like me so much sia.
Keep lick me and followed me.
Too bad. Im dog killer.?
And her sibling tot my name is jiaqi.
den her bro was like
"Jiaqi jiaqi jiaqi"
den keep tapping my shoulder.
Jiaqi kept on laughing laas. IDIOT! jkjk.
Went to sheng song after that.
first time go media corp.
Took 31 home. damn emo.
And i cried? -.- All becuz that song. "Shou fang kai"
Peifen tot i slping.. -.-

I knw is impossible.
I knw. You are not serious.
i knw im stupid.
I hate you. But i love you.
IS meaningless now.
Is 1 month today.
I will be at shopping centre wif you.
I will be at library wif you.
I will be buying something for you.
And is all gone. Anyway. bye. take care..
Hope you will be happy.

PS. I cannot use phone or msg for 10 days. Until 27feb.
My msg burst ler.

2008-02-16T14:08:00.000+09:00

;I don wan it to fade
I'm afraid losing.;

Hais. damn tired.
Woke up at 7.20
And i tot today is friday.
AND I GONNA BE LATE? WTF
Hais. den like fking blur sia.
Went out at 7.50am.
Found out i forgot bring my ez link.
Although i tong coins.
They wan to check ez link sia.
Unlike the times i in yishun
I still.. Rmb yishun.
Walk back home. LIFT SPOILT?
And i forgot bring keys.
Call my dad wake up.
Den i was supposed to reach at 8. BUt i rech at 8.30
Damn sway.. Ltr going to plaza sing
Watch the one millon star
Donno if i should join anot. I WAN. But afraid.
den going Media corp ltr.
Hais. nothing to post ler.
I hope he will be fine.

2008-02-15T18:21:00.000+09:00

;I will let you go
Or even maybe let myself go?;

Damn freaking tired.
Ytd Valentine day. Damn sian laas
Need go home do D&T..
But also no date laas.
Today damn sway sia
MUST TAKE ALL BKS HOME?
damn tired. TIRED laas.
Took taxi home today. bo bian laas.
Waste money..
Today.. Really no mood.
Maybe i shouldnt care.
Why am i thinking so much sia.
I confused abt tmr sia
Donno if i should enter the compeition. i SHY sia.
hais. HAIS. hais.
Really damn tired this few days.
Donno what i'm blogging. NVM..

2008-02-12T20:49:00.000+09:00

;When i woke up
I found you were already gone;

YOYO! Today damn boring sia.
Morning had PE.
They forced me sing "under my umbrella ella ella"
SO BAD.. dare me sing.
Had my history test.
Wah. Nearly tio caught frm cheating.
I put my answer sheet between my foolscap.
Den suddenly my cher wanna check my fohscolscap.
WTF. I don wan let her check den i walk back to my seat and took my english bk.
Damn sian laas. Lucky nv tio caught.
After sch had my chem test
Den go Eat chicken rice. DAMN EXPENSIVE sia
Went bus stop wif MISS KARMAN
HAHAS. Then some1 asked us where is the police station
OMG? She tot our sch is the police station
Den She said " Where is the police station? I wan see police"
HAHAS. Reach home at 3+ Bath then i go slp
i THINK I GOING SLP AGAIN SOON.
TIRED!!!

2008-02-11T20:57:00.000+09:00

;The ink faded.
Just like how we fade;

BACKBACKBACK!
Sian. So many days nv go sch.
den today LATE again.
And. Got alot homework sia.
All pass up cept me. SIAN

Okay. Today. Jiaqi told me abt the edison de naked photo sia
WTF! She so bian tai laas. HAHAS
Keep tell me what is the pic abt.
Den show me how big sia.
den i ran toward karman. And told her how BIG it is.. -.-

After sch. Went to digged out the wishes i buried.
Is like. Fking hot.
And..After i digged out. My paper was a blank paper
The ink faded.. Hais. No wonder.
My wish didnt come true and..
And stupid karman said..
"See! Your faded thats why is over. Mine didnt faded. And mine is unbreakable."
PUI laas! HAHAS.. But. Maybe really.

THURSDAY COMING!
And i got nothing to do.
Omg. I not gonna to pangseh you all de. XD

2008-02-09T18:11:00.000+09:00

;Dear god
As if money can buy love;

HEY HEY HEY!
New year was boring sia.
First day went to bin hai chen wif cousins.
Wtf. My shoes damn pain laas
Like idiot walking liddat.
But got ppl pei wo sia.
My other 4 cousin also leg pain.

Ytd went out with yishun frenz.
Almost all shp closed. DAMN SIAN laas.
Cuz wanna buy something. den CLOSED..
Hais. Went to find him ytd.
Hmm. Don wish to say here.
But. I will continue de. [:
Reach hm at 10+
den play poker wif my cousins.
l0ls. Won $20. IM THE WINNER !
And i found out. God took him away and gave me back something else
And that is money?
Is like. Used $20 to buy him? o.O
I don wan sia.. I rather don wan all my money?
MONEY CANT BUY LOVE! -.-
Enough of my rubbish. BYE?

2008-02-05T22:59:00.000+09:00

;希望能拥有和你多一秒的时间。。。
多一秒来拥抱我;

Hais. Today nv go sch again
Wtf. Miss so many lesson n test ler.
I have miss 50lesson since sch start. Hais
So lost today.. Feel like missing something inside me
But i donno what is it.. Who can tell me?
Hais.. Tmr new yr eve ler.
Why so fast. I haven buy finish my clothes.
I really lack of something. hais

Can tell me what you thinking?
Im like an idiot. A dumbass.
Waiting for something that not going to happen.
I want to go out with you again.
I wan to talk to you again
Why am i the one who always sad
I hope you can listen to me..
Maybe.. We are not meant to be? Idk.

2008-02-04T13:52:00.000+09:00

Change my blog song ler
This如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
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最深处的秘密
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你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

2008-02-04T12:42:00.000+09:00

;Live every second like it was my last one;

Hais. Today nv go sch again .
Damn sick lor.
New year coming. Den keep sick.
Ytd terrible day for me.
Damn cold n hot. 3 blanket also very cold.
Wtf. Running nose. I DON HAVE TISSUE
WHO CAN PROVIDE ME? -.-
Went to see doctor just now.
See doctor still need to wait 45 mins.
Very sian. Went to eat porridge ALONE
ALONE LEH! Damn cham laas.
Hais. Terrible day
Somemore tmr cannot PE
Wat i do during the 1hr?!?!?!
Hais. Really very sian
Keep ah--choo.
SOmebody missing me or cursing me? o.O

Hais.. i cant describe the feeling now
Im so.. Am i in wrong?
It is not the samne as be4 ler.
Even though he forgive me?

2008-02-03T00:46:00.000+09:00

;I feel like a idiot sometimes.
Waiting something tht not going to happen;

Really feel like a idiot sia.
Donno sad for wat
I should be happy right?
So SOMEONE make me happy pls?
Or make me busy? -.-
By looking the picture i put above?
As a literature student
I MUST CONTROL MY FEELING. dumbass.
But. i cant... -.-
New year coming. And valentine coming
Feel like buying something for him
But scared he don like sia.

Let me blog about a frenz.
He is a gd frenz of mine.
He love to irritated ppl.
And especially a girl arh
Cuz he love her damn much.
He always asked me for advice.
And really irritated.
SURELY TALK TO ME de. -.-
kkays. Enough? (he asked me blog de)

2008-01-31T15:45:00.001+09:00

:For everything i am, For everything i need
Lies in you ;

HELLOS! Since im free so i blog?
Hais. Just 1 month only.
I nv go sch for 3 days. And late for 3 days.
AT first wanna go back yishun see my frenz
But den. ALL OF THEM NID STAY BACK?
Sian. Can only make it tmr.
Don miss me kkays? XP Just kidding

Today wake up at 7.35..
Donno why my alarm clock nv ring?
Paiseh jiaqi.
I don mean to pangseh ni
And so sorry that you need to be alone during CHEM.
I knw you very happy laas. -.-
Heard that we changed sitting arrangement again
Where the fk i sit? -.-

Hais. few more days to new year
Why so fast sia?
I haven buy finish my clothes sia.
And after new year. Is valentine's day
So damn fast laas.. hais. BYE

2008-01-30T20:46:00.000+09:00

BACK BACK!
Hais. Cried ytd? -.-
Im dumb and childish. Cry for nothing.
These few weeks. Like wna cry jiu can cry
Den compete Wif chermaine. But i always win.. HAHAS
LAME! Today.. Nothing much happened i think?
But during physics lesson.
Wtf. That walking tree damn stupid laas.
Becuz some1 threw a very very small paper on her.
She went out and find form cher.
Imagine wat she say to form cher.

SHE: 3eD threw paper on me. How can they do this to me?
HE: Paper? where?
SHE: here? cant u see?
HE: (thinking that. becuz of a small paper) -.-

Hais. Suddenly no mood post again. BYE

TAGS REPLY
WINSTON: Meaning? -.- you knw that song right
GEOKTIN: THANKS! XP
DARNELL: hahas. thanks!
CHERMAINE: HAHAS. Too bad. But u today nv sing. -.-
JASMINE: hahas. welcome. XP wow. so fast jiu knw liao
JOVIA: NUER! PAiseh. I don have time to go every1 blog.Where got don wan you. i love you until hell.
JEAN : YO! miss me? l0sl. jkjk
NgaiShun: hellos! [:

2008-01-29T17:57:00.000+09:00

This one so cute sia.

IM SO SAD! hais.
Donno how to say or explain.
But nvm.
Found out something sia.
Everything like tio my disease liddat
Whne i say. DON MISS ME! Everyone will say.
Damn funny lurhs.
Ytd started singing . GOODBYE MY LOVE.
Den everyone cannot tahan. Started singing wif me. -.-
GOOD BYE MY LOVE. Wo de ai ren. zai jian. -.-
CHERMAINE! MUST SING WIF ME!
Today i meet jiaqi inside bus 33.
her bus damn late sia. 7.10 den come.
After we alighted bus.
Like crazy ppl walk until damn fast
But nv run. STUPID RIGHT?
But still late sia. wtf
Ran for 10rounds. Hais
Today is only the first month of the yr
Den i late for 3 time liao.
OKay. I hope everyday got PE.
Im so happy when PE.
But after pe. Damn sad laas.
During literature lesson.
Ms mastura asked us play musical chair.
damn fun sia.
Okay. She say. As a literature student.
You must know how to control your feeling.
den blah blah blah..
I BEGINING TO LOVE HER LESSON MORE!
She said. She gonna make all of us cry after new year,
We will see that! -.-
Okay. Skipped to the last lesson.
Before MT. I was happily singing goodbye my love.
During MT. No mood sia
Saw him. Den cant sing
AFTER HE GONE, i was begining to happy? -.-
Spelling den everyone copied?
den i was damn fast until i kept saying NEXT.
Cher say. You so haolian ar. Later u fail how? HAHAS..
After that. He go check mine. -.-
I wrote one wrong. So paiseh. HAHAS
But at least i will pass. XP

2008-01-28T20:33:00.000+09:00

Tags reply. [:
Chermaine: Jiaqi like me wat. bo bian. don jealous. HAHAS
Geoktin: Yup. I cant wait too! hehe
Winston: I donno laas. I see first. Don intend to give
Jiemin: LINKED! [:
Keli: eeey. miss you? hahas. why my frenz are becoming more bhb like me. [:

Recently don have time to blog. paiseh. [:

2008-01-27T23:00:00.000+09:00

IM BACK. A short post. [:
I don wanna be sad anymore i think or i try?
Wrote a letter for him.
Donno if i should give him. hais. NVM
Ytd went to buy my new yr shirt.
Damn expensive laas.
Haven buy finish.
Wtf. No mood blog again. -.-

2008-01-27T22:55:00.000+09:00

TAGs REPLY

XiaoHan- Sure marh? i love you too. You also love some1 in your class? hahas
Chermaine-KUKU! Go sch tmr hor. I go listen to it ltr. (:
GEOK- l0ls! June ar? Wa. Damn long. Thats mean i after few month den can see you all?
Jiaqi- Yup. i will. Im gonna stay happy and squeeze you! SUNSHINE! YUP! YOU ARE MAD!
CATHERINE- hahas. Welcome dayima [:

2008-01-25T20:04:00.000+09:00

Hais. Lost hope in every thing sia.
Why don you believe me? Im so stressed.
In family frenz studies. And you.
Maybe i should give you time to think. Im okay with it.
But. Im really hurt when u asked me go first.
I don wan all the rumours to affect us
Im not playing..Im serious..
Feel so sad did you knw that. hais.
If you don believe me now
Nvm. I wan to gain your trust someday somehow.
Left at 3+ Reach home at 6
I went to took 31. From park way to Toa payoh.
Den took back home..

feel so streesed. Feel like breaking down
Why do ppl love to backstab?
I miss the times i in yss.
Although i will feel sad at there before.
But.. Why do ppl don wanna make effort to do or see something they hoping for?
Yea. I miss you all so much
I can go back to yishun actually.
But i wanna see how muhc you all will do for me.
Why am i always the one going back.
Alone taking bus to yishun. Thinking how happy i will when i see you all.
And alone taking train home, thinking the times we had been and cry.
Is so. Sad. I don wan to be that.
You all just lost a frenz. But i lost all of you!
There is nothing left for me but shattered memories.
I need to let go so much.
I hate all of you.
But i hate myself more..
Simply sucks my life.
I not being kind or softhearted.
But is simply because i cant let go.
The friendship the memories.
Memories are pain that lost meaning over time.
Don care laas! I don wan care anymore..
But i really love you all alot alot.

Huining after cut hair. Retarded sia.

And this is keli of cuz. (:

PLaying fun wif laopo

l0ls. Zilian again outside music room

Don don act cute can? XP

Mau n me. (:

There always a time when we slp together.

Ah t00t photo

MAUREEN! Don xiang bu kai laas

L0ls. Maureen teach me de. XP

Keli in ava. i took her photo secretly .

hehe. CAuseway neoprint shop.

A very special day when i wore the same shirt as amanda even though we didnt say.
And she splashed water on me. Wat a bitch. ahhas

Dear dayima and me! XP Inside toilet zilianing. -.-

l0ls. This is demo of how xiaohan and jeffery hug. XP

HAHAS.. Thats my laopo!

-.- Sorry if you see that. Cuz is really funny. (:

Allthisphotomakemesmileandsmile.thankyou.

2008-01-23T18:37:00.000+09:00

Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way

Finally got the time to blog liao
But donno what to blog.
STUPID chermaine wan me update HAHAS
Changed blogskin changed song
Kinda sian. Post also very sian sia

These few days stay back until very late. SO TIRING.
Everyday got homework.
Teacher nv give homework will die sia
Play computer de time also bo.
Hais.. Should i go back yishun?
Im so.. Confused in everything
It is so sad to see him so sad sia..
WHY?! l0ls.
I seems like. Lost hope in everything
Wrote alot of wishes. And buried in the sand
I know. It wont come true.
But at least can make me more comfortable

2008-01-19T22:18:00.000+09:00

IM SUPER DUPER HAPPY!
for some reason laas. (:
Actually wanna blog. den tio spam on msn. -.-
Finally got time to blog liao.
Cuz late liao. Everyone slping soon! ^^
Before i end my post.

Thanks for being there when im in trouble.
Thanks for being there to share the laughter
OKay. I might miss out alot below. SORRY!

I love
Weicong papa. Huiling marmiie Nurulain the sexy mama
Twinny Karman
Jackie k0r. Colin k0r. Junming k0r.
Amanda laopo Keli laopo Geok tin dear.
Eunice Cutie pie
Maureen na ma Catherine Dayima
Huimin Huining Zhixian Jovia Nuers
Chermaine the kukubird the queensly the nuer of mine
Rhong peng Sun nu. Zihao Er zi
And Winston my lover.
Thanks jiajun darnell xiaohan and jason. Although not related. (:
And especially HIM

2008-01-18T20:13:00.000+09:00

Im so so sad.. When i shouldnt
Today.. STupid KARMAN!
Make me sad sia. Let me see the letter
den remind of him? -.-
When reading her letter. I almost cry.. OMG
den.. I took out the keychain he gave me.
Staring at the keychain. Thinking of him.
And. I buried it inside the sand wif karman.
Okay. I shouldnt think of him now.
Stupid. i still have the things he gave me at home.. -.-
Memories just flash back like this.

After school i went city plaza with chermaine and karman
Chermaine went for extension..
It is weird. But look nice laas.
Went back to sch after that.
pei karman until 5+ OMG
See i so good? -.-
Talk about xin shi dne.. hais
She seem so happy talking abt her memories.
Karman.. You can let go de. (:

2008-01-17T21:02:00.000+09:00

Hey! Back! hehex
So sian sia.
Don understand why joh so bossy
A walking tree.. Haiz
but she also quite cham laas.
But she just simply sucks in my mind?

2008-01-12T19:43:00.000+09:00

Is all about comprising.. If both party don make effort.
There's no point upset about here.

I was like.. So touched when someone told me this ytd.
Maybe i should.. Let go barh..
About my frenz and him..
When ever i saw someone in my class
I will.. Just like think of him liddat.
Im stupid and dumb. Is like it happened so many months ago
Den i still rmb..
Today at bus.. Thinking of the times we had before.
Maybe i shouldnt be upset anymore.
I'm really dumb..

Ytd bought water baby..
Cuz grow some more "friends" to my baby( water baby i mean)
And went to cca open house today.
I was like damn tired.. walk around the school
AND! Play catching wif frenz.. lmao
So lame.. Went out after that.
And went hm.. My phone bo batt den somemore raining
I wanna borrow phone from some1.
So i asked her.
Me:Excuse me, can i borrow ur phone to make a call?
Her: NO!
-.- i was like.. Don lend don lend lor.
Must so dulan marh. den Walk away infront of her.
I was damn cold and somemore i walking in the rain
Gonna sick soon. Sian

2008-01-10T15:53:00.000+09:00

I was like.. cannot do anything now..
Im tired.. zzz.. Nearly fall asleep in bus today.
Today damn dulan with the yss arrangement..
Say wat go yishun park..
i was like a MAD WOMAn waiting for there for 3hrs?!
Den wan see ah t00t they all.. wtf..

In the end.. THEY NV GO YISHUN PARK..
I heard they went the whole yishun.
During the 3hr i go walk the whole of blk 600+
Den took 812.. To see the whole yishun? o.o

It is boring.. Without frenz..
Somemore all study.. Cannot go out..

My phone gt prob.. After awhile jiu no batt
den MAD WOMAN went to find the 10cents phone.
In the end.. They didnt ans my call TOO.. -.-
Super sad after that..

Went to np ALONE and went inside power9 to chat wif the jiejie..
I was.. Wondering wat to do next..
Eat slp go yss? -.-
And MAD WOMAN go and find phone again..
Den call my frenz out walk..
At least i don nid to wait for them? -.-
Reach home..
Bath,com,blog..

I thought i will be happy today.. But end up with disappointment..
This is the first time i doing for them.
And it will be the last time too..
Anyway.. I still love you all.
Even though. I didnt see any of you today..

2008-01-09T17:19:00.000+09:00

Well.. BAck..
Today sch sucks ah..
Nothing to do.. Den.. haiz.
Donno how to explain..
i don like school
i don like study
yay! Maybe fri i going back yishun to meet my frenz?
I knw u all miss me.. AND IM COMING BACK! l0ls
but maybe coming back wif my frenz too.. -.-
STill donno wat to blog.. Haiz.. BYE DEN

2008-01-07T19:32:00.000+09:00

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Why cant u juz get out of my mind?
Sickening freak.. I HATE YOU

Maybe i should forget you forever.

2008-01-04T19:50:00.000+09:00

bAck... feel like blogging..
Sian.. Miss someone sia..
Although the times we been together is not long..
But.. Haiz.. I scared.. You fan tong yang de cuo wu..
Argh.. Miss my frenz.. So much..So much..
I miss the time when we share dirty jokes..
I miss the time when you all become HORNY
I miss the time when we skipped class and tio caught by mr phua
I miss the time when we have to do the STUPID CPO,COP or wat..(wtf.. forgot wat liao.)
I miss the time.... k.. enough of my rubbish..

BAck to school..! Damn boring..
D&T.. Cher talk talk talk abt the 6As
RUBBISH.. Den the english.. Blah blah blah
Sian.. After sch.. WALAO
I donno that they are so pervert!
So sian.. LOVE MY AH TOOT MEMBERS!

2008-01-02T17:56:00.000+09:00

HEY! Im back! Miss me? If no..
NVM.. I MISS YOU ALL CAN LIAO

Yeah.. Today first day in broadrick..
Im weird wearing the uniform..
Im weird with my hair tied.
Im weird with my new friends..
Cant even find a topic to talk.. but thats okay.. XP
They english pro.. I english noob..
Talk using english.. -.-
When walking to the bus stop..
I feel like im sec 1 u see.. -.-
Nvm.. hahas.. The school is quite big..
But the toilet is.. -.-
ONE BIG TOILET with only 1 toilet bowl..
Hahas.. Today no lesson.. Very sian.
Somemore my form cher is a b!tch..
Tmr bag should be very heavy.. Alot lesson going on tmr. Sian?
That bitch changed the WHOLE class sitting arrangement..
I sit at the back leh! T.T
See laas..! cannot concentrate on my studies liao..
All her fault.. LOL
My dad say must sit at the front.. HER FAULT! l0l

After sch.. Went straight home..
See i so guai.. bo bian. XP
Den maureen cal me.. Hahah.. Miss you all..

Hey! Here the pic u want..Very blur.. l0l

2007-12-11T00:25:00.000+09:00

Happy birthday to myself..
Today.. went to escape..
WTF? Rain so big.. WASTED 7 go in.. But nvm.. I have fun today..
Don wan say wat happened today.. TOO LONG..

Just wanna say how i feel..
Thanks for all.. Spending the time on me..
Play wif me all that.. And 2 years goes liddat..
I going.. Im realy going.
Last few days.. Had a dream..
I dream that.. keli , huining them.. Crying..
Cuz im leaving.. And.. me myself also cry.. LAME RIGHT?
I told mau today.. She say.. Its gonna come true..
This is not my birthday wish or wat.
Nvm laas..

Feel so guilty.. So sad also?
Just.. donno how to explain..
I just need some time to "overcome" all those mermories..
Just alittle bit more.. little bit..
Although.. Today nt alot ppl go..
Bt im happy.. Really..
Didnt expect u all will go.
And thanks for the presents and cake.
Had 2 cake today. 1 from mau.. 1 frm parents..
Haiz.. So guilty about alot of things.. Really..

Yeah.. 11.38pm.. My birthday is gonna to end.
So quiet.. Enjoying every second of now..

2007-12-09T20:00:00.000+09:00

WAHAHAHAS! 5 more hour to go.. IS MY BIRTHDAY! XP
So happy.. FInally 14.. Alot of things for me to do!
Firstly.. Thanks those who gave me present ler.
And those wish me happy birthday ler.!
So happy.. This yr.. Birthday coming.. BUt..
Nth.. l0ls.. Count down today.. WEE!

Today.. Went to work.. When i reach there..
Alot things happened sia..
Tio scold.. Haiz.. So dulan at that time..
HAnd tio scalded.. Leg pain..
Fking some1 still scold..
Suan liao.. Nv give me face..BIRTHDAY GAL LEH! -.-
Den some guys keep asking me question..
Pa pa.. kidding..

House so empty.. So quiet..
Promise myself that.. i cannot msg him..
Or wat.. He was.. wat i wish for birthday..
L0lS! im just kidding!
He said that he WILL GIVE ME PRESENT..
So surprised.. l0ls..
I will keep all the present my frenz give me.. (: Except for food laas.!

Hmm.. Talk abt 7 dec.. Went out wif cat n gt..
THis may be our last outing this yr..
Seriously i will miss u all de..
Ben lai wan go kbox or movie..
But no movie den gt don wan go kbox.. We walk walk..
Shun bian buy gt n cat present.. hahas.. See.. i so gd.. =X
Went to toilet.. and.. ZILIAN!~

I will always rmb u as frenz..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

2007-11-29T20:12:00.000+09:00

Hey! Back to blogging..
This few days.. Head so pain..
Donno birthday go where hao..
Changed my blogskin.. Cute? -.-

Someone say i too cruel to someone ler
So sorry.. i don mean it
I donno wtf i doing
I donno why i will come to this ending..
And its really too late
Used 2 years of time to realised that.. i need you?
i donno.. i donno.. i donno.. ( Fit my blogskin right? -.-)
Well.. seriously.. 就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱? (from song)
This sentence.. Quite .. to alot ppl?
To me.. to.. others.. -.-
Where are you now?

My home.. So quiet now..
Parents went to grandpa house
Listening to "cai hong"
So touched ar
The feeling will nv gone until the time dies.....

2007-11-21T18:50:00.000+09:00

WTF.. Cant find my cable..
cannot upload pics.. zz suan le..
Yesterday 2e5 bbq was fun.. ^^
Reach there jiu rain liao.. So sway..
Den mau n me at bus stop saw some guys half naked..
Tot not our class de.. Cuz.. -.-
Hmm.. Rain quite big.. Went there sit sit.. play play..
After that go rent bicycle.. -.-
Well.. I donno how to ride..
MAureen go teach me.. BUT! i failed.
Someone came.. teach me ride sia
FIRST TIME! -.- Bt i failed too.. l0ls
Cycle double wif mau.. Raining somemore.
SHirt super dirty leh. Nv bring extra clothes too.. -.-
Wait for the food to come.. Play some games.. Ride...
The grass damn damn damn DIRTY! For ur information.. -.-
Hmm. Ytd happened too mcuh things ler.
Make me so happy? l0ls.. At nite..
Oh ya.. Peng seng ACCIENTALLY SPILLED THE MELTED BUTTER ON ME.. WTF?
Damn 'you' -.- Wa.. Very rong xing sia
MAU HELP ME WASH LEG.. -.-
Haiz.. After i leave the train ytd.. I.. really.. don wish to go..
Gonna upload pics ltr..Bye all.. Go eat..

2007-11-16T15:40:00.000+09:00

Hello.. Here to post again..
Well. Something to say also.
Will be transfered to broadrick sec
And.. I really will miss you guys..
And miss you also.
Im sry too..
I like wasting your time and everything
I also wan to make up what i have done
By making u dulan? After make you dulan.
You will regret.. den all these..
And all these i started first? So sorry.
After i go.. Don sad or wat
I don wish that you to be sad or wat
Ltr xiang bu kai go diao lou.. Zzz.. kidding
Our promises for 15.. IM REALLY SORRY
I cant fulfill or wat
I donno what im doing.
Thank you for being there when im sad
Thank you for scolding me when im about to give up
Thank you for chatting wif me
Thank you for everything
AND LASTLY .. Thank you for being my friend..
LOVE YOU FOREVER.. Thanks..

This is all i wanna say

2007-11-13T14:36:00.000+09:00

This year.. I really.. sad..
They wanna me to change.. I HAVE CHANGED
I have changed to a better person..
Wad you want me to do.. i done
You asked me not to contact 'them' i tried.
Everything i did.. You all did not even try to see.
AFTER WAD HAPPENED YTD. I BE YOUR PUPPET.. HAPPY?!?!
You wan me to sit. i sit
You wan me to pei ni go out. i go
You don wan me to use phone. i don use
You wan to hold my hand. i let you
You wan me to play audi. i play
You wan me to smile. i smile
You can do ANYTHING to me..
Afterall.. im your puppet.
Puppet has no life.. It is being controlled by its master
Im your doll now..HAPPY?
And.. You will never find a single smile on me now.
Im really tired.. Really..
Sick of you all..
Not happy with me.. Tell me..
Wad did i do wrong.
I know.I cant make you all laugh or wadever.
I always been left out..
By everyone..
Took away my laughter
and also took away my life.
HIT ME WADEVER YOU WAN. SINCE YOU LIKE IT SO MUCH
DON CARE ME ALSO. I WONT EVEN CARE.
I WONT CRY FOR YOU. I WONT LAUGH FOR YOU
YOU FORCED ME!! to be cold blooded

2007-10-22T15:53:00.000+08:00

Quite stupid that.. I close a blog.. And start a blog again.. -.-
Today.. At school.. NTH HAPPENDED MUCH..
So, it is quite a boring day..
Today went to com lab and choose the subject i wan..
1st choice. 3e7 phy chem lit
2nd choice. 3e7 phy chem his
3rd choide. 3e6 bio chem his
Hope i can get the first choice.. =)

2e5 gonna split in 2 days time..
Well.. Gonna miss all my frenz..
FRENZ!! LISTEN! I GONNA MISS YOU ALL! -.-

So fast... 2 yrs jiu liddat past..
I don wanna end too..
HAiz.. Anyway.. Huining put the same choice as me..
She can pei me anyway..

This week.. Recall alot alot alot of things..
Frenz..
Wanted to slp.. Also wanted to recall..
Den very fan..

Recall on the happy time i had wif my frenz..
The most important i wanna thanks is amanda?
Although she always suan me..
But.. i really have a happy time wif her..
I don wish to lose her.. I hope i wont leave YSS..
YSS is nt a gd sch.. Bt it gave me alot gd frenz..
I always wanted to changed sch..
Bt when the day really come..
I cant really bear leaving the sch n frenz..
Secondly. IS maureen..
I think she is the first person i met in YSS..
She ar.. Donno hw to say..
Although have alot of misunderstanding wif her..
Bt.. Nvm lar..! I wont ji jiao de..
SEE! I SO GD...! -.-
Hmm.. Also wanna say thanks to huining , keli and alot ppl.. (=

Sch gonna end.. And 2e5 2007 will be split into 6 parts soon..
No regrets knowing my frenz..
Amanda.. if i really leave.. im sry.. i don wish too..*

Enough of sch things.. Long time nv blog also..
Im lazy to blog anyway..
27/28 oct sure tio scold by parents de..
My phone bill -.-
Argh.. Now my heart.. Full of regrets..
Im confused.. Whether to leave anot..
I wanna new frenz. Bt at the same time..
I wanna my frenz wif me..
My frenz don wanna me to leave..
I donno.. haiz..
COntrol my temper.. Not becoming emo..